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I don't really know how to tell this person why I'm so angry. I know I will only hurt feelings and make things even more awkward. and I really don't think she can handle the truth of what I'd say. Plus I'd be ratting a lot of people out for things they've told me. and I hate that! But then again why do I care so much? I mean, I'm angry, it shouldn't matter about her feelings. MY feelings are the ones that are hurt here. I'm the one that has been pushed aside and I'm the one that has been used.
Is it normal for someone to be angry that there spaces between friends have been invaded? Like...I have no separate groups of friends now, they've been linked...all by her. and I hate it. I hate turning every corner and she's just THERE. I like my space, my groups, I don't mix them. But SHE....SHE has invaded my life. She's like a disease that I can't get away from. I just more than anything wish she would act REAL. Then people would know how she really is. and soon enough, like always, people will be sick of her. Cus honestly...she's not that nice and she's very fake. I don't know why she thinks being in the "hardcore" scene is so cool. Cool enough to ride my coat tails in to it. Fuuuuuck that!
Right now, all I need is family, work, Spencer, Rachelle, Aaron and like 3 other people that I love dearly. All of which know where I'm coming from.
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Is it normal for someone to be angry that there spaces between friends have been invaded? Like...I have no separate groups of friends now, they've been linked...all by her. and I hate it. I hate turning every corner and she's just THERE. I like my space, my groups, I don't mix them. But SHE....SHE has invaded my life. She's like a disease that I can't get away from. I just more than anything wish she would act REAL. Then people would know how she really is. and soon enough, like always, people will be sick of her. Cus honestly...she's not that nice and she's very fake. I don't know why she thinks being in the "hardcore" scene is so cool. Cool enough to ride my coat tails in to it. Fuuuuuck that!
Right now, all I need is family, work, Spencer, Rachelle, Aaron and like 3 other people that I love dearly. All of which know where I'm coming from.
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