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My boyfriend is amazing! Last night was sushi, "Into The Wild", ice cream and cuddling. All his idea, all his treat. I'm getting the itch to tell him I love him...cus well guys...I do. :o) Is that crazy? I mean...we've only been seeing each other for a little over a month. But I've never felt this way, never had this connection. To be honest, it scares the shit out of me.
and don't get me wrong, things aren't always perfect. He has a jealous side. Mainly to the effect that he doesn't ever want to hear about my past or about anyone that I've dated. and that scares me cus what if one day he does find out about my past? I have major skeletons in my closet. Oh well. and also he's helped me to quit smoking. But if I slip up at all, which I did once the other night and I totally admitted it to him, he gets all sad and disappointed. Which I hate, cus it's like jeeeez I'm not perfect, I can't be perfect all the time. Buuuut, those are just things we need to work on. Other than that though, he's amazing and gorgeous and everything I ever wanted. :o)
Be happppppy for me!!!
<3
and don't get me wrong, things aren't always perfect. He has a jealous side. Mainly to the effect that he doesn't ever want to hear about my past or about anyone that I've dated. and that scares me cus what if one day he does find out about my past? I have major skeletons in my closet. Oh well. and also he's helped me to quit smoking. But if I slip up at all, which I did once the other night and I totally admitted it to him, he gets all sad and disappointed. Which I hate, cus it's like jeeeez I'm not perfect, I can't be perfect all the time. Buuuut, those are just things we need to work on. Other than that though, he's amazing and gorgeous and everything I ever wanted. :o)
Be happppppy for me!!!
<3