Sigh
Why is it that when people I care about are upset and I'm worried about them, everything just comes out a garbled mess. I was rushing to get to my boyfriend, who was blowing up my phone to get to him as fast as possible, even though I was working. And I kind of felt bad and guilty by the time I arrived and I thought he was mad becuse he was acting strangely. So I freaked out a little because I was worried he was going to be all grumpy because he had to wait. It turns out that he had found out that his family had decided to let his sick uncle pass on, but I had no idea until he blew up at me like I should have known. Ether before I let all my stress and anxiety come out. He made me feel like I was no good at cheering him up even though I told him it was unfair for him to expect me to when I didn't know better. He didn't even have to tel me the details if he didn't want to but he could have at least told me he had shit on his mind. He's currently talking to his good friend to calm down but I dot know what to do. I fail.