Jobless and full of dutch baby
What a horrible day. I pretty much cried inside me all day and outside me just once. I am at school after all.
I tried to network. All I did was write a draft letter I am going to send to a person I never met and whose name I got off a website....and bam! I just can't do it. I don't see how this will get me a job, let alone a job I want. It seems to me like it is just going to get my hopes up that I might get a sweet as job somewhere in Chattanooga (where I want to move to), but then despite all my hard work, I'll get a lame ass job here in Nashvegas. AND how is writing a letter requesting information (not a job) going to get me a job....how do I make that transition? from hey, lets be friends to do me a favor? It's stupid and frustrating and I just can't do it. I just can't.
A good thing today was that for once lunch was fun and I was able to observe an aspect of why lunch isn't always fun, and I think that it isn't because a lot of time everyone only wants to talk about themselves and not actually listen to what everyone else has to say. And there is a general lack of humor too.
I am so bored. I have nothing to do I dont' think. I don't know what to do anyways...there is no one telling me what to do. Damn, I need a mindless job where I know what to do, how to do and it gets done by 5 pm and I can go home. I am not a problem solver it turns out...I am a getter donner. (I get things done).
I made Dutch BABY last night and then I ate it. That's right, I ate baby and it was everything I had hoped it would be an more.
Google it.
Oh and I would like to mention that I know a person that is similar in many ways to my least favorite person of all time. (If I still talk to you, it's not you.) And it makes me angry. Very angry.
I tried to network. All I did was write a draft letter I am going to send to a person I never met and whose name I got off a website....and bam! I just can't do it. I don't see how this will get me a job, let alone a job I want. It seems to me like it is just going to get my hopes up that I might get a sweet as job somewhere in Chattanooga (where I want to move to), but then despite all my hard work, I'll get a lame ass job here in Nashvegas. AND how is writing a letter requesting information (not a job) going to get me a job....how do I make that transition? from hey, lets be friends to do me a favor? It's stupid and frustrating and I just can't do it. I just can't.
A good thing today was that for once lunch was fun and I was able to observe an aspect of why lunch isn't always fun, and I think that it isn't because a lot of time everyone only wants to talk about themselves and not actually listen to what everyone else has to say. And there is a general lack of humor too.
I am so bored. I have nothing to do I dont' think. I don't know what to do anyways...there is no one telling me what to do. Damn, I need a mindless job where I know what to do, how to do and it gets done by 5 pm and I can go home. I am not a problem solver it turns out...I am a getter donner. (I get things done).
I made Dutch BABY last night and then I ate it. That's right, I ate baby and it was everything I had hoped it would be an more.
Google it.
Oh and I would like to mention that I know a person that is similar in many ways to my least favorite person of all time. (If I still talk to you, it's not you.) And it makes me angry. Very angry.