I don't value solitude. In sociolinguistics, it's generally recognized that humans are talking animals: we do it instinctually. If you want proof, say various authors of various related books and articles, just consider how uncomfortable you feel when you're with someone and not talking. And I know, for a lot of people, that's true ( Read more... )

Bad things happen in threes. One: your pap showed some precancerous lesions. Two: you have HPV. Three: you can no longer be with the guy you want. The first two happened a while ago, and I've more or less come to terms with the implications of the first, I'm struggling with the second, and I had to flee the country to deal with the third. ( Read more... )

I think I'm tired of my life. There's nothing exciting about it anymore. I work full-time in retail even though everyone said "Go to university, then you can get a real job!" - Lies. Not that I looked too hard, I guess, but there's nothing that I want to do out there. There are no jobs that interest me. I'm sad that I had to graduate in 2010 ( Read more... )

'Sup, first post of 2011? I always post more over the holidays. Where to start?

( Pre-New-Year's )

FUCK it's been a while since I updated! So here are a few posts rolled into one (and hidded behind cuts so that I don't spam your friends pages too badly ;))

( Just say there's nothing holding you back (a.k.a.: pre-Christmas) )

I keep having dreams about unavailable guys - as in, the guys in my dreams are unavailable, not that they're unavailable in real life and then I dream about them (although there may be some truth to that, as well ( Read more... )

I wrote a post while I was in St. Catharine's last week, but Sam's dumbass computer refused to post it, so I saved it to USB and then forgot about it. Here it is ( Read more... )

Just chilling out, watching Criminal Minds with Petra. I've skipped almost a straight week of class, although I intend to break the streak tomorrow - I've got Creative Writing and I need to go to get an idea of what the prof is looking for in submissions. Also, come on! Creative writing! Yesss ( Read more... )

So "the talk" I posted about last time has seen it's resolution. It happened a few days ago, actually, but I just didn't really feel like talking about it ( Read more... )

It's been five days. Five days of "considering" without any answer is an answer. And if he genuinely doesn't know that, he's an idiot. I like him enough to forgive him for being an idiot, but he's still a complete moron. We'll see which outcome it is, but I'm already pretty sure. It's sad, but I've been told that's life ( Read more... )