I hate being on the computer and typing all the time. I want to be with people. I want to hear their voices from their lips straight to my ears, no digital middleman. I'd like to go hiking, to get back to nature, and to go camping again. Maybe the forest this time.
I hope going to June Lake again this year will do me some good. The problem
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I don't know what I would create even if I could do it all (well, you know, aside from him. I would like to make a life-size sculpture of him indeed). That's my current major setback. I don't know what I'd want my art to look like, what I'd want it to say, or even what medium it would be. I have nothing to say. My art has no purpose and I have nothing to express. If I limit myself to freelance, at least then my art would have a purpose in that my skills were useful for someone ( ... )
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>I was a little bit better at drawing than my peers and they praised me for it, so I did what I thought people liked me for
>I got pleasure from drawing because it was validated and because I liked making things that people liked.
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>people liked me for doing it
>I feel guilty about being that involved in myself, stroking my own ego
>I would rather make art and have it be appreciatedPerhaps the issue is that you are too consumed over ( ... )
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I know I have an ego but I try my best to keep it to myself. No one has to see that shit. There just isn't anything that I can do that thousands of people can't already do better, so there's really no point in me attempting art any longer except that it's the only thing I'm kind of good at, at least enough to scrape away with a degree.
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Example, Jesi is going into human services/social work, which requires only an associate's.
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That can be applied to literally anything and everything. Like, you may as well just stay awake forever and not go to bed ever again because I sleep more efficiently than you.
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The development of any skill/knowledge takes effort. Honestly, I feel a strange comfort in knowing there are people better than I am at any aspect of my skills.
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Statistically, I've seen that it's more probable for a person to become a neurosurgeon than to become successful as an artist, which makes it all the more imperative that as much effort and commitment is placed into honing this craft as is possible.
The masturbation part could come in for when you make works for yourself, sure.
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