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Dec 29, 2004 23:58

My new year resolution - try to procrastinate less. I don't think I can go cold turkey and aim for no procrastination. I 'enjoy' doing things at the 11th hour and sometimes it got me into deep trouble but sometimes too it helps me to produce great results. I think the deep troubles out weigh the great results. Sigh...A person can't change over night right? Mum actually gave up nagging at me when comes situations like this. She knows too well I hated it, hated any aspect of nagging. I will close both ears and ignore everyone and everything. Perhaps the ego me refuse to accept the fact I am like this, refuse to accept the advices and the reminders and the reminders from others, which is like an irritating tune to my ears, like mosquitoes buzzing at your ears.

And now I can't decide if I want to make my way up to Sydney to welcome the new year or just stay in Gong? Gong too has organised a new year's party by the beach with fireworks and all. Sydney will have fireworks at Harbour Bridge and Opera House. Right now I don't feel like going to any of these places. I hated it when someone throws back to me with, "You decide lah. I anything." May be I am better off staying at home with the telly, my best friend.

What's with the weather the last few days??? Its winter all over again.

My hormones have gone haywire again.
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