--High School Sucks A Big One--

Oct 20, 2004 17:38

so me and hannah are starting over and hopefully forgetting all thats happened in that last couple days.. ive just come to realize that high school is gay and people change (me included...) and we all do things that we never thought we would. i cant help but to feel that ive caused all of this... and i probably have.. and just so everyone knows, if i could go back and change all of this, i would, in a heartbeat. all of this has been too much for me, for anybody, and i regret everything ive said on here. all of this situation has been stupid to argue over.. i just wish things were back to the way they used to be.. when we were all friends.. when we were "the clique.." but now it just seems like we've all slpit up.. it seems like the the clique did more harm than good in more than one way.. people hate me now.. im a bitch now.. i just feel like ive got so many apologies to hand out. so..

to everybody that this stupid situation has affected.. im sorry.. and i love you..

to everybody that ive ever done something mean to, or been a bitch to, im sorry.

i hate myself for doing this.. im sorry again.

i dont think ill be doing much more of the journal.. journals get people into too much trouble.. so yeah dont expect to see much more.
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