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So if you havent noticed, i havent updated this in a while.. so i thought i would just give it a spin.
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a lot has happened lately... mostly stuff i wouldnt want to talk about on here. ive gotten into my 'depressed leave me alone i want to jump off a cliff' mood here lately. in the past week, ive had my heart broke, pretty much lost a best friend, and been sick. so you can say this week hasnt been the nest week ever. i keep digging myself in this lil hole and i cant seem to get back out.. ive decided that school sucks and if i didnt have to go, then i would be much happier.. even if we had to go to school, but just got to run around all day and didnt have to learn or anything.. that would be cool. i got pissed off over some stupid stuff... well it really wasnt stupid, but i shoud have thought about it a little more before anything was said. but i didnt, and now i regret it. im starting to think that i might actually be a bitch, like someone said. oh well.. theres no changing now. im also starting to think me me and toddra are slowly losing our friendship again... we just dont talk as much.. it hurts but im going to try to change that at least.
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watching the fresh prince of bel-air usually makes me feel better... except for the fact that will just got shot :( hes ok though.. OMG im talking about him like it just happened and we were friends or something.. i hate me sometimes. at least he didnt get shot 9 times, like 50 cent. He got shot 9 times! that joke doesnt really work unless you watch chris rock.. *shakes head* im an idiot lol.
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i do love me some brooke slone.. she makes me very happy cause she is nice to me and loves me :)
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i do love me some kayliegh ann coleman too.. even though she isnt quite as happy as i would care for her to be, i still love her and support any decision she chooses to make. she knows what im talkin 'bout. how much did i just sound like a mom?
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I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice
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a lot has happened lately... mostly stuff i wouldnt want to talk about on here. ive gotten into my 'depressed leave me alone i want to jump off a cliff' mood here lately. in the past week, ive had my heart broke, pretty much lost a best friend, and been sick. so you can say this week hasnt been the nest week ever. i keep digging myself in this lil hole and i cant seem to get back out.. ive decided that school sucks and if i didnt have to go, then i would be much happier.. even if we had to go to school, but just got to run around all day and didnt have to learn or anything.. that would be cool. i got pissed off over some stupid stuff... well it really wasnt stupid, but i shoud have thought about it a little more before anything was said. but i didnt, and now i regret it. im starting to think that i might actually be a bitch, like someone said. oh well.. theres no changing now. im also starting to think me me and toddra are slowly losing our friendship again... we just dont talk as much.. it hurts but im going to try to change that at least.
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watching the fresh prince of bel-air usually makes me feel better... except for the fact that will just got shot :( hes ok though.. OMG im talking about him like it just happened and we were friends or something.. i hate me sometimes. at least he didnt get shot 9 times, like 50 cent. He got shot 9 times! that joke doesnt really work unless you watch chris rock.. *shakes head* im an idiot lol.
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i do love me some brooke slone.. she makes me very happy cause she is nice to me and loves me :)
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i do love me some kayliegh ann coleman too.. even though she isnt quite as happy as i would care for her to be, i still love her and support any decision she chooses to make. she knows what im talkin 'bout. how much did i just sound like a mom?
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I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice
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