im so confused..
mmk, so i found out today that Andrew and Megan broke up..... i dunno, i wanna talk to him so bad, i want to kno just how much he hurt me, but also how happy i am with put him... but then, im scared that if i talk to him, i wont b able to trust myself and my feelings.. actually i think if he tried in with somethin... daves been on my mind so much lately that i think that i could withstand the crap. we went down to Clutch Cargos last night, i had so much fun. sarah was suposed to come, and i kno this sounds really bad, but im glad she got sick, it was quality time jsut me n him, dancing.. hes pretty good... lol.. i really like him.. we were walkin around Pontiac last night talkin, and a subject got brought up about how he loves blondes and girls with long hair n jokin around i go "o looks like i have those 2 goin for me, just need to lose weight n im all set" he told me i didnt need to, that i was fine already.. it made me feel so much better about myself, i wanted to just hug him n kiss him right there on the street but i didnt... i wanna take things slow with him.. n i also understand hes a busy person.. hes an architecht intern, and hes goin back to school for his masters... and he lives in Novi.. so if things possibly happen, its gonna b hard.. we'll see how things go.. i just kno i love spending time with him right now.