why do i feel crushed again?
mmk, so this guy Adam, me n him were becoming friends, hes a great guy, so sweet.. well he has this psycho ex gf. she gets like majorly jealous and shit, causing drama in his life. she found out me n ada have been hanging out lately n got pissed at that n caused more drama to start. then she calls thursday night... pissses him off n by the time we were thinking that we were tired it was really really late so he suggested i just spend the night, she called as we were going to bed.... gets all pissy n shit because im spending the night there... the next day.. she calls and tells him shes pregnant.. and the frist reasonable explination in my mind "shes jealous and wants him back" cause i knew already that she still wants to marry him but he doesnt want that... well perfect way to trap him right? so last night she goes over his apartment, he buys her a pregancy test and makes her take it cause he didnt believe her... its positive... shes pregnant... he just doesnt kno how far along she is.. he says that if its anymore than a month.. its not his... if its a month or less it is... mmk.. so in a way im kinda hoping its more than a month.. but he also said that if the baby ends up not looking like him in any way shape or form, hes getting a paternity test taken.. cause he doesnt trust her.. this girl is psychotic.. i would think hes nuts to trust her yet... iono, i guess im jsut pissed cause like i find a guy, hes a great guy, and hes super sweet, we have so much in common, and the first time i really hang out with him, im totally relaxed n comfortable and act totally myself which is rare.. n this shit happens... iono.. pisses me off.. grar!.. o dd i mention o anyone that amos gave me this ultimatum shit? told me guy friends of him.. hmm.. guy friends...