Just to Bitch!!!!
I hope that the New Year bring alots of better things for me.
Megan is pregnant Im so happy for her I wish I was in that situation I want a baby so bad. I think that out of all of these girls that have been getting pregnant that don't want them I should be one of the girls but I want the baby and I want to bring it up and show it a good life because I know I could do just that.
Me and Brandy? I have been having such a bad attitude towards her and I honestly don't know why. I want things to work out between us but I don't think that she wants them to so what am I suppose to do about that? I don't just want to push her away because in my heart I know that it wouldn't be the best thing to do but my head is telling me to. It's so confusing and omg it hurts so fucking bad. It's like I feel like I have so much more to offer but she doesnt want to take any of it because she feels like she doesn't deserve it. Why doesn't she deserve it or me? I'm nothing special at all... AT ALL Maybe I'm stressing out too much about the whole fucking situation.
Work........... it's been slow but it gets me out of the house and lets me meet new people and communicate with people that I usually wouldn't so I guess that a good thing.
I'm done bitching.
Megan is pregnant Im so happy for her I wish I was in that situation I want a baby so bad. I think that out of all of these girls that have been getting pregnant that don't want them I should be one of the girls but I want the baby and I want to bring it up and show it a good life because I know I could do just that.
Me and Brandy? I have been having such a bad attitude towards her and I honestly don't know why. I want things to work out between us but I don't think that she wants them to so what am I suppose to do about that? I don't just want to push her away because in my heart I know that it wouldn't be the best thing to do but my head is telling me to. It's so confusing and omg it hurts so fucking bad. It's like I feel like I have so much more to offer but she doesnt want to take any of it because she feels like she doesn't deserve it. Why doesn't she deserve it or me? I'm nothing special at all... AT ALL Maybe I'm stressing out too much about the whole fucking situation.
Work........... it's been slow but it gets me out of the house and lets me meet new people and communicate with people that I usually wouldn't so I guess that a good thing.
I'm done bitching.