I never want to dream again...
Brandy fell alseep early last night I finally went to sleep almost an hour after her last night.... as soon as I fell asleep I started to dream some really messed up dreams.
Brandy asked me what they were about but I didn't want to tell her because I don't want her to think I'm crazy or out there...
I'm just going to write them in here.
I'm not going to go into detail I'm just going to say what the dream was all about... it makes me want to cry and I don't know why it's just a dream. I hope that none of these fucked up dreams come true.
First Dream:
Brandy moved to TN like she planned on it, I waited for her and I saved up so much money for when she comes back. I ended up getting a car and I told her that I would drive to come pick her up she told me okay. So I drove down there to get her and when I pulled up to her house after 12 hours o none stop driving and I walked up to the door and some girl answered the door I asked for Brandy and she let me in and come to find out the girl that answered the door was her new girlfriend. I didn't know what to do but cry so I just left, Brandy came running out of the house telling me not to go, I just sat in my car not knowing what to do 6 months of waiting and 12 hours of driving I felt like I was used...... She told me that she was in love with this girl and wasnt leaving she told me she was sorry and she loved me.... I left.
Second Dream:
So I was at my own funeral.... I looked the same so it must have been recent. I don't know how I died but all I know is that the whole time at my funeral i was standing by my cascet watching people walk in. No One was crying as if it didn't bother them at all. Lets just say only bout 10 people showed up...
Third Dream:
Megan had her babies.... she had twins. 2 little girls they were so beautiful... the 2nd baby they took away before any of us could see her. I ran out to go ask the doctor what happend and he said that she had to go get tested because they didnt think she was going to make it. I went back in the room and pulled Mom aside and I told her and she started crying I had to hold her up and try and carry her out of the room so Megan didnt hear it because none of this was for sure and we didn't want Megan to cry. The Baby passed away a few hours later from brain damage. :(
Fourth Dream:
Brandy and I were together and it was going on almost a year, what seemed to be the best year of my life. Everything was going good we were both working making good money we were saving up to get a house, we got along so good I thought nothing could ever break us up. I was at work one day and I get a phone call from some bitch telling me that Brandy has been cheating on me for the last 9-10 months of our relationship thats almost our whole entire relationship. I hung up with the girl and called Brandy and I asked her about it I didn't yell or I wasnt mad I just wanted to know and as soon as I was done asking her about it she started laughing as if it was a huge joke I asked her why and she said no baby it was longer than that and hung up on me.
Fifth Dream:
My Mom is really sick with Hep. C and Ive always been really scared to lose her well last night was the closest I ever wanted to get to having her die on me.
She called me and asked me if I wanted to come over and spend some time with her so I asked Mom if I could used her van to go see my Mom for a little while and she said yeah so I got ready and I left. I called her while I was on my way and she sounded fine so I told her I would be there in about 10 minutes we said I love you and hung up the phone. I pull into the drive way and and i walked up to the door and I heard a really loud noise. I ran into the house and my mom was laying on the stairs I ran down half way where she was laying and she wouldnt wake up. I called 911 and it took them forever to get there it seemed as if every second that went by my heart was breaking more and more. The ambulance finally came and told me to go stand in another room while they carry her up the stairs. I walked into the other room and a police officer came in to ask me some questions... I really didnt have the answers to anything that he was asking me so I walked by the door and I seen my Mom with a white sheet over her whole body being pulled away. I've never hurt so much in a dream before...
I dont feel like writing anymore of my fucked up dreams... Why am I crying over a dream??
I love you Brandy and I hope those dreams dont come true.
Brandy asked me what they were about but I didn't want to tell her because I don't want her to think I'm crazy or out there...
I'm just going to write them in here.
I'm not going to go into detail I'm just going to say what the dream was all about... it makes me want to cry and I don't know why it's just a dream. I hope that none of these fucked up dreams come true.
First Dream:
Brandy moved to TN like she planned on it, I waited for her and I saved up so much money for when she comes back. I ended up getting a car and I told her that I would drive to come pick her up she told me okay. So I drove down there to get her and when I pulled up to her house after 12 hours o none stop driving and I walked up to the door and some girl answered the door I asked for Brandy and she let me in and come to find out the girl that answered the door was her new girlfriend. I didn't know what to do but cry so I just left, Brandy came running out of the house telling me not to go, I just sat in my car not knowing what to do 6 months of waiting and 12 hours of driving I felt like I was used...... She told me that she was in love with this girl and wasnt leaving she told me she was sorry and she loved me.... I left.
Second Dream:
So I was at my own funeral.... I looked the same so it must have been recent. I don't know how I died but all I know is that the whole time at my funeral i was standing by my cascet watching people walk in. No One was crying as if it didn't bother them at all. Lets just say only bout 10 people showed up...
Third Dream:
Megan had her babies.... she had twins. 2 little girls they were so beautiful... the 2nd baby they took away before any of us could see her. I ran out to go ask the doctor what happend and he said that she had to go get tested because they didnt think she was going to make it. I went back in the room and pulled Mom aside and I told her and she started crying I had to hold her up and try and carry her out of the room so Megan didnt hear it because none of this was for sure and we didn't want Megan to cry. The Baby passed away a few hours later from brain damage. :(
Fourth Dream:
Brandy and I were together and it was going on almost a year, what seemed to be the best year of my life. Everything was going good we were both working making good money we were saving up to get a house, we got along so good I thought nothing could ever break us up. I was at work one day and I get a phone call from some bitch telling me that Brandy has been cheating on me for the last 9-10 months of our relationship thats almost our whole entire relationship. I hung up with the girl and called Brandy and I asked her about it I didn't yell or I wasnt mad I just wanted to know and as soon as I was done asking her about it she started laughing as if it was a huge joke I asked her why and she said no baby it was longer than that and hung up on me.
Fifth Dream:
My Mom is really sick with Hep. C and Ive always been really scared to lose her well last night was the closest I ever wanted to get to having her die on me.
She called me and asked me if I wanted to come over and spend some time with her so I asked Mom if I could used her van to go see my Mom for a little while and she said yeah so I got ready and I left. I called her while I was on my way and she sounded fine so I told her I would be there in about 10 minutes we said I love you and hung up the phone. I pull into the drive way and and i walked up to the door and I heard a really loud noise. I ran into the house and my mom was laying on the stairs I ran down half way where she was laying and she wouldnt wake up. I called 911 and it took them forever to get there it seemed as if every second that went by my heart was breaking more and more. The ambulance finally came and told me to go stand in another room while they carry her up the stairs. I walked into the other room and a police officer came in to ask me some questions... I really didnt have the answers to anything that he was asking me so I walked by the door and I seen my Mom with a white sheet over her whole body being pulled away. I've never hurt so much in a dream before...
I dont feel like writing anymore of my fucked up dreams... Why am I crying over a dream??
I love you Brandy and I hope those dreams dont come true.