Another fucking day...
Well life is suppose to be getting better right?
FUCKING NOT
Well I got a job and Im on my medication and Im suppose to be getting my life together but how the hell am I suppose to be getting my life together if things keep going downhill? I hate when people fucking lie to me but yet it happens to me all the fucking time Im sick of getting screwed over but yet that shit happens all the fucking time too... Why the fuck does this shit happen to me? I make sure everyone is fucking happy Im always there for EVERYONE and yet look I hold myself when I want to cry or when Im sad Im there to comfort myself!
When is it going to be my turn to be happy? Ive been waiting for so long but yet nothing has came yet. When things start getting better something has to happen and I get my hopes up again. Why do I do this to myself I dont know if I should blame all of this on myself or what. Is it my fault?
What would you do if you were in my situation. I cant give up because Im scared if I give up on everything then things would of started to get better but why keep waiting for bad shit to happen?
I dont know what to do?!?!?!
FUCKING NOT
Well I got a job and Im on my medication and Im suppose to be getting my life together but how the hell am I suppose to be getting my life together if things keep going downhill? I hate when people fucking lie to me but yet it happens to me all the fucking time Im sick of getting screwed over but yet that shit happens all the fucking time too... Why the fuck does this shit happen to me? I make sure everyone is fucking happy Im always there for EVERYONE and yet look I hold myself when I want to cry or when Im sad Im there to comfort myself!
When is it going to be my turn to be happy? Ive been waiting for so long but yet nothing has came yet. When things start getting better something has to happen and I get my hopes up again. Why do I do this to myself I dont know if I should blame all of this on myself or what. Is it my fault?
What would you do if you were in my situation. I cant give up because Im scared if I give up on everything then things would of started to get better but why keep waiting for bad shit to happen?
I dont know what to do?!?!?!