grumpy baby to sleepy baby to happy lol
okay so patrick is at school...LOLZ MY BOYFRIEND IS AT SCHOOL LOLZ LOLZ LOLZ...okay lets stop that...anyhow i'm semi alone in his house and i dont know what to do with myself lol. me and his mom are goina meet him at the mall when he's done class. because even if it's only the first day were both like OMFGZ WHAT DID YOU DOOOOOO lol..class is an hour...
BUT ANYWAY
i had a very emtional day. see i had to call sallie mae to fix my loan shit and i had to make an apointment for lady parts dr. so i figured hey, i should call petsmart to see if there still like okay with me. BAD IDEA BAD BAD BAD. i'm starting to think i wont be able to gte that job but i cant start looking again untill i get my id. so. fuck. well i mean i can look but i'd just hit this same fucking problem all over again. so after i called them i called sallie mae and pretty much couldnt do anything because i have no money but really that phone call wasnt bad. then lady dr. only has houses days huneyz has school. which is a huge pain in the ass.
but mostly i got pretty worked up about the whole job thingie even though i had feared this would happen. plus i was really tired to start with because one of my credit cards called me and now their most likely goina try and draw like $200 out of my account because a few weeks ago i told them too because I HAD A JOB...so yeah i was a tad moopy.
i feel bad because i wanted to be all cute and excited for huneyz first day even though he doesnt seem to give 2 shits lol. still..girl..i'm excited. i didnt cry but i almost did a few times and i havent done that around him yet...
YEAH 2 SOILD MONTHS AND I HAVENT CRIED YET!!
this is crazy. i know thats not a huge amount of time but for me thats liek a damn record lol. normally i'm crying liek a baby a week in. i have been close 3 times but he cheered me up before it got bad. which is what a boyfreind should do.
off topic....holy shit ed sucked at being a boyfriend. i mean i always knew but...christ. it really is day and night.
****breaking news lolz*****
....ooo.....huneyz got lost going to class. he's on the phone with his mom now. aparently he's reeeeeaaaalllly fuckin lost. i know how he is i bet he's freakin out. he's goina be really pissy when he gets home.
today is a bad bad bad day lol
BUT ANYWAY
i had a very emtional day. see i had to call sallie mae to fix my loan shit and i had to make an apointment for lady parts dr. so i figured hey, i should call petsmart to see if there still like okay with me. BAD IDEA BAD BAD BAD. i'm starting to think i wont be able to gte that job but i cant start looking again untill i get my id. so. fuck. well i mean i can look but i'd just hit this same fucking problem all over again. so after i called them i called sallie mae and pretty much couldnt do anything because i have no money but really that phone call wasnt bad. then lady dr. only has houses days huneyz has school. which is a huge pain in the ass.
but mostly i got pretty worked up about the whole job thingie even though i had feared this would happen. plus i was really tired to start with because one of my credit cards called me and now their most likely goina try and draw like $200 out of my account because a few weeks ago i told them too because I HAD A JOB...so yeah i was a tad moopy.
i feel bad because i wanted to be all cute and excited for huneyz first day even though he doesnt seem to give 2 shits lol. still..girl..i'm excited. i didnt cry but i almost did a few times and i havent done that around him yet...
YEAH 2 SOILD MONTHS AND I HAVENT CRIED YET!!
this is crazy. i know thats not a huge amount of time but for me thats liek a damn record lol. normally i'm crying liek a baby a week in. i have been close 3 times but he cheered me up before it got bad. which is what a boyfreind should do.
off topic....holy shit ed sucked at being a boyfriend. i mean i always knew but...christ. it really is day and night.
****breaking news lolz*****
....ooo.....huneyz got lost going to class. he's on the phone with his mom now. aparently he's reeeeeaaaalllly fuckin lost. i know how he is i bet he's freakin out. he's goina be really pissy when he gets home.
today is a bad bad bad day lol