Are people not listening to me? I feel like I've been repeating myself OVER and OVER...I am just so frustrated right now..I don't even know what to expect..but It's driving me nuts. It's like people don't have time for me or they don't really care ( Read more... )

wow ( Read more... )

wow..This is just so weird..being here. My honey is in school right now..and I'm not there with him like it has always been. and then Ruthie is gone living 45 minutes away from me. This is really getting kinda sad ( Read more... )

It just kinda hits someone when you realize who you mattered to and who you didn't matter to. Saying so is easy..but truly meaning it, I guess, is just what is too difficult for some people..Things just aren't the same...

I want you ( Read more... )

( DO ME! DO ME! )

I'm surprised that I am up at 10 this morning and am writing an entry though I just wrote one last night at like 11 or so ( Read more... )

So...I figured out what about me has changed..You know how I always say it seems like every year in the summer, I become something different..like when I go to school in the fall, there's something a little different about the way I am or think. Well I found out how I've changed. I've grown up..and I have learned to love myself. I know I make ( Read more... )

What I just noticed is that I'm the last person basically that I KNOW that is leaving for college...who will say BYE TO ME?! lol...Ruth and Vanessa leave first. :( I will miss them both ( Read more... )

I talked with him. uhm yeah...I'm not even going to get into it. I am just more so surprised with how I didn't give up and how I was strong. I liked that. No matter what was thrown at me, I still haven't cried..and I'm trying to look at the positive sign of things ( Read more... )