New Year New Me? I dont think so...
So much for posting in Jan!
I have been so incredibly busy over the past few weeks, Starting with a brilliant New Year with My Hubby, Bug, Mum & Grandmother away in my childhood holiday town.
It was amazing and beautiful and everything I could have hoped for. I came back feeling so relaxed, tanned, happy and full of wine. It was ana amazing week away that I would love to do again. Not this summer coming though. We are off to Sydney for the 2015-2016 Christmas & New Year period.
Anyhow, In the land of friends, I have kept to myself a fair bit recently, as I am doing a lot of thinking and reshuffling on my priorities, as I will be 30 this year. I feel its time for me to grow up a bit. I can't go out drinking and partying every weekend, I have a family, a Life, and responsibilities. I am not some 20-something anymore. Besides, I have been feeling distinctly left out of my friendship circle and have decided to back off to see where I stand in all of this now. I constantly feell like a third wheel and I really am a bit tired of feeling ignored & overlooked. The issue is that I dont have the courage to stand up for myself. I hate the idea of fighting with any of them or causing any drama. But they are both happy to Bitch to me about the other.. Makes me laugh a bit. Also makes me aware that they would be doing about me when I am not around.
My longtime Bestie Watchingspiders, turned 30 at the end of Jan, I had the best time at her party! The laughs and chatting were exactly what I needed. I hope I can emulate that feeling/vibe/atmosphere for my birthday in a few weeks. I am so excited and just can't wait :D
Hubby (Shakwa) is being amazing and has been working on the back yard to get it all in a beautiful state for the big day :) So lucky that I got myself such a good guy, even if we do go at it tooth and nail occasionally, I try to take it as that we are both passionate people? or maybe we are both just slightly insane? hahhaha prob insane :P But I wouldnt change it for the world. besides, I love this guy and can't picture myself with anyone else.
I had been part of a animal rescue group (S.A.M) for a few months, but I ended up resigning and handing back the beautiful kittens I had, as I couldnt handle the sadness and pressure and feeling ignored by the rescue. I was really lucky that Haley helped me out with everything, but handing back those kittens after all the work, love and sleeplesness i had spent on them made my heart break just a little. I will have to do another entry on that later on. I miss those babies and think about them every day though.
Its something I look forward to doing again in the future :)
We are currently in the Process of cleaning out the house to touch up the painting, de-clutter and try to live a bitmore minimalistically. So i should prob get back to it.
Heres hoping I can update more often, since Shakwa fixed my laptop for me :)
<3
I have been so incredibly busy over the past few weeks, Starting with a brilliant New Year with My Hubby, Bug, Mum & Grandmother away in my childhood holiday town.
It was amazing and beautiful and everything I could have hoped for. I came back feeling so relaxed, tanned, happy and full of wine. It was ana amazing week away that I would love to do again. Not this summer coming though. We are off to Sydney for the 2015-2016 Christmas & New Year period.
Anyhow, In the land of friends, I have kept to myself a fair bit recently, as I am doing a lot of thinking and reshuffling on my priorities, as I will be 30 this year. I feel its time for me to grow up a bit. I can't go out drinking and partying every weekend, I have a family, a Life, and responsibilities. I am not some 20-something anymore. Besides, I have been feeling distinctly left out of my friendship circle and have decided to back off to see where I stand in all of this now. I constantly feell like a third wheel and I really am a bit tired of feeling ignored & overlooked. The issue is that I dont have the courage to stand up for myself. I hate the idea of fighting with any of them or causing any drama. But they are both happy to Bitch to me about the other.. Makes me laugh a bit. Also makes me aware that they would be doing about me when I am not around.
My longtime Bestie Watchingspiders, turned 30 at the end of Jan, I had the best time at her party! The laughs and chatting were exactly what I needed. I hope I can emulate that feeling/vibe/atmosphere for my birthday in a few weeks. I am so excited and just can't wait :D
Hubby (Shakwa) is being amazing and has been working on the back yard to get it all in a beautiful state for the big day :) So lucky that I got myself such a good guy, even if we do go at it tooth and nail occasionally, I try to take it as that we are both passionate people? or maybe we are both just slightly insane? hahhaha prob insane :P But I wouldnt change it for the world. besides, I love this guy and can't picture myself with anyone else.
I had been part of a animal rescue group (S.A.M) for a few months, but I ended up resigning and handing back the beautiful kittens I had, as I couldnt handle the sadness and pressure and feeling ignored by the rescue. I was really lucky that Haley helped me out with everything, but handing back those kittens after all the work, love and sleeplesness i had spent on them made my heart break just a little. I will have to do another entry on that later on. I miss those babies and think about them every day though.
Its something I look forward to doing again in the future :)
We are currently in the Process of cleaning out the house to touch up the painting, de-clutter and try to live a bitmore minimalistically. So i should prob get back to it.
Heres hoping I can update more often, since Shakwa fixed my laptop for me :)
<3