I had a great day. Oh no something crappy is gonna happen. Just kidding. Lets hope not. So I got my date to take state boards and its not till Sept 11th so I got to keep calling them to push my date up. I;m listening to JAck Johnson. I remeber listening to him in americorp and just crying myself to sleep. ugh, whatever. I'm so dramatic. I'm kinda ( Read more... )

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I never write in this thing so I figure I would. I am having a hard time staying sober. I went back out after 2 years. I have 15 days today. I keep filling that dark empty whole inside me with everything else but god.I did have fun last night, went to an 80's dance and my outfit was da bomb. I didn't get to go swimming, sad!!! But probably tonight ( Read more... )

Cali told me to update my journal...
I'm drinking orange juice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Caz I'm parched!!!!!!!!!!
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To be honest with you no I didnt have the best americorps experience in the world, but I did learn a bunch and I stopped drinking and drugging. My lil brothe, mind you he's 19 told me I could never be a team leader and some bad shit. It hurt, caz I'm trying to be a better perons. I finally blew up. I know where he gets all his negative vibes, my ( Read more... )

1. Your farts smell WAY worse than Mali's
2. Herbie.
3. Mandarin Orange.
4. You just look like the type of person that pees in hot tubs . . . or the shower.
5. Dinner at Old C's
6. A lobster ;o)
7. Do you have a MILF?

what cali , oh I mean mali thinks of me

So last night I was in the Old Port and it looked like world war 2 to me. Drunk people everywhere, I really haven't put myself in a situation like that in forever. People were so mean to eachother and I saw a lot of FAKE people. But the funny thing was the whole night I managed to still make people crack up, even with out a drink, and I had fun ( Read more... )

hey guys. I'm here in maine exicted and sad at the same time. I'm really starting to realize my life will always be in Colorado. Maine is just a stop for me to visit once in a while. I saw some people I graduated with and they seem the same, distant and cold, if your not popular enough to talk to them they don't want to talk to you. FAKE. I need a ( Read more... )

I nkow I haven't writtien on this thing for awhile. But I'm working now at Lane Bryant and don't have a lot of time with meetings and other events going on in my life. I have been having a lot of drunk dreams. And they scare me. I hope I get to go to a meeting tongiht with Melissa.

So yeah I have my first official day on teh floor at Lane Bryant tomarrow. I take jobs so seriously, but maybe thats a good thing. Also I cut back on my meetings and I'm feeling it, really been craving and questioning my alcoholism. But I know if I go back out its just suck a big fat one! I also can't finish anything. I really need to learn how to ( Read more... )