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So last night I was in the Old Port and it looked like world war 2 to me. Drunk people everywhere, I really haven't put myself in a situation like that in forever. People were so mean to eachother and I saw a lot of FAKE people. But the funny thing was the whole night I managed to still make people crack up, even with out a drink, and I had fun dancing and looking at my bleak future if I were to drink again. I admit there was a lil something in my head that said, hey I wanna drink, but I know God was there watching me. Julie called me and told me she was in a funk then G-Brooks came on and she thought of me. Chris called me and he is now my new Twin brother, my sponser called me to check in on me and I talked to Cali before I went out. All my amazing friends in which I would have gone crazy without there kind words last night. I also went to a meeting befire going out, it kept my momentum up. Anyways I do miss Colorado ALOT! I def know now Maine is not the place for me.
I heart you all
kristen
I heart you all
kristen