this past week has been so crappy its HILARIOUS ( Read more... )

its nine on a saturday night and i'm typing in my livejournal! everything was going so well then out of nowhere, one by one, things fell apart. i finally got rid of a burden that was really messing me up. i finally grew a backbone and got rid of it even though i still had some lingering feelings for it. then, as if i learned nothing, i got involved ( Read more... )

this week has been fucked. i don't think i've had a more tumultuous week and its not even over! anything that could happen, has happened and out of all the possible outcomes, the shittiest has been the result. i've been beyond sick, beyond broke, beyond mad etc etc people keep unloading on me as well. i'm tired of being the nice girl who gets run ( Read more... )

i don't know what i am anymore. thats how i feel. this weekend was shitty but had some fun in it as well. i got absolutely nothing done that i needed to get done for school, but oh well. i can get it all together this week as i'm barely working (thank you). i'm tired of feeling like a joke. my feelings are funny.. apparently. i'm trying really hard ( Read more... )

i don't think i've ever hurt so bad in my life until this weekend. its o.k. though. i don't have feelings apparently

i'm glad after four attempts, i finally remembered my password and was able to log in. i don't know what i'd do without this space right now

no matter how many times i tell myself or put in every post, i never will try to update this more often. i never seem to get around to it. i'm taking a break in studying and thought i should update my livejournal! sam goody closed on april 23rd so i've been unemployed since then. i got hired at super target about two weeks ago and i'm waiting for ( Read more... )

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wow. long time, no update. for once livejournal isn't giving me problem after problem! maybe thats why it has taken me so long time update. a great deal has changed in my life. chesai finally has a baby sister, mitzi (see photo below). i purchased her march 12. she is a teacup chihuahua. sam goody is now at its 20 days until close mark. which i'm ( Read more... )

what's up with livejournal? i can update my journal but i can't view it to look at my friends or anything? it hasn't loaded the past several days. who knows. anyway. i'm updating! ooooh! i just got done with homework. fun times. school is going good. i just got my grade back from my first math test and got a 94% which i'm just chipper about! ( Read more... )

i'm updating! yay!!! i still have a sinus infection. today concluded my first full week of college. i like it. i don't like sitting here yawning uncontrollably because i'm so exhausted though. today happens to be my mother's birthday. i'm officially broke. $176 was my half of her present. she better like it! my sister, father, and i went together ( Read more... )