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i don't know what i am anymore. thats how i feel. this weekend was shitty but had some fun in it as well. i got absolutely nothing done that i needed to get done for school, but oh well. i can get it all together this week as i'm barely working (thank you). i'm tired of feeling like a joke. my feelings are funny.. apparently. i'm trying really hard to keep seeing the silver lining but its wearing thin. i'm not happy. & i should be happy. goodnight