OBviously I am bored since I just posted about two seconds ago...
I was just reading over some of my more recent journal entries. And I can't believe the difference I feel. I am SO happy right now. It's not even that I am the most happy I've been ever, its just that there is such a difference in the way I did feel and the way I do feel. I can't tell if it's Buffalo, Melisa, a job, money, being away from my family, living in a house that works, having my own space or what. BUT I AM NOTHING LIKE I WAS IN SYRACUSE.
Does this mean I should move back to Buffalo? Will I ever be able to find happiness in my parents home? *sigh*
I like feeling happy. I don't want to lose this feeling. It's not even that I don't want to go home. I just want to hold on to this content. (That would be conTENT. not CONtent.)
Great Big Sea was AWESOME last night. My particular favorite was the supposed "pothead" in front of me with the huge bag of weed in his pocket.
Offered Dave forty bucks to pickpocket him just cuz I thought that would be funny. But then Dave told me it was tobacco. And for some reason, it lost its funniness.
So I was watching tv with my mom the other night. And the E True Hollywood Story of M.A.S.H. was on. So we are watching it and we find out that the last episode of M.A.S.H. was taped in the beginning of the season so it wouldn't be so sad to act out! And I thought HOW FUNNY! That's what Melisa and I did. We had our last hug AGES ago. so now it won't be so sad when the time comes.
unfortunately, im still worrying about lest i wouldn't have written about it.
Ham Salad = gooooood
Peace Out til next time,
~Alison
Does this mean I should move back to Buffalo? Will I ever be able to find happiness in my parents home? *sigh*
I like feeling happy. I don't want to lose this feeling. It's not even that I don't want to go home. I just want to hold on to this content. (That would be conTENT. not CONtent.)
Great Big Sea was AWESOME last night. My particular favorite was the supposed "pothead" in front of me with the huge bag of weed in his pocket.
Offered Dave forty bucks to pickpocket him just cuz I thought that would be funny. But then Dave told me it was tobacco. And for some reason, it lost its funniness.
So I was watching tv with my mom the other night. And the E True Hollywood Story of M.A.S.H. was on. So we are watching it and we find out that the last episode of M.A.S.H. was taped in the beginning of the season so it wouldn't be so sad to act out! And I thought HOW FUNNY! That's what Melisa and I did. We had our last hug AGES ago. so now it won't be so sad when the time comes.
unfortunately, im still worrying about lest i wouldn't have written about it.
Ham Salad = gooooood
Peace Out til next time,
~Alison