It's been a rough couple of months ( Read more... )

So I've decided to stop the meds. I'm going to talk to my psychiatrist about it next week, but I'm pretty much certain at this point, that this is what I want to do. I've just reached my limit. The side-effects are just too much, and I can't cope with them anymore. I'm currently taking 9 pills a day, and only 4 of them are Anti-Depressants, the ( Read more... )

This post is a jumble of thoughts, a stream of consciousness, and it probably won't make much sense to anyone but myself, but I'm going to leave it here anyway, if only to stand as the perfect reflection of how confusing Depression can be, both to those who have it, and those who don't.

( In my last post I mentioned I'd started going to therapy.... )

It's been three years, but I can still smell the fresh paint....

( I started this journal over ten years ago... )