just some more bsing in my journal

[lexafied]

well i found out who the chick was that confronted me on saturday at the Nut House while I was going into work. That was Joe's ex girlfriend Jessica. On saturday she asked if I was Lexy and then said that she was friends with Joe and he had told her about me. I thought it was weird, since I had no idea who she was, so I didnt really talk to her. Then I think she came into Claires an hour later, but I wasnt sure so I didnt say anything. When Maria and her sister (--> who is in highschool with jessica) went up to Joe on friday night, she told him that I wanted to see him, and he was like noo because he thought I would get upset. But maria was like no no just go see her, so he left. Maria said that he looked really bored and not interested in the chick he was talking to, which was Jessica. But when Maria went up to Joe to talk to him, Jessica was like Whos lexy huh huh? like trying to start trouble. stupid drama. So since Jessica now has a job at the nut house, that sucks, because I always have short talks with the brazilians there, and I always get my coke and fix on the trail mix. Plus there is a really hot guy that works there, that has an eyebrow ring just like me! He reminds me of Joe. He has the piercings, maybe tattoos, rock look going on, beautiful blue eyes..has that bad boy look. I like that. And what I like even more about Joe is that even though he looks tough on the outside, he is really such a little baby. He likes those sappy lovey dovey country songs, and I love that! Its been 4 days and I still havent called him. And I didnt even miss him that much today. I guess each day gets better as it goes. And my friends are very supportive :) They are all proud that i havent called even though im so tempted too. I dont know how long Im going to keep this up, I guess until I really feel ready to just be friends and nothing more. But im sure, even once I get that feeling, and I see him, its just going to bring me back to square 1 again.

I think Im going to go all out on my mother for getting her a really nice bday/ christmas gift since I have a good amount of money now. I wanther to have something really nice. Normally I would make her a painting, but I havent had the time this year. I got my sister the jessica simpson lip gloss that tastes like cake and the brittney spears perfume, all 50% off since i work at Claires, and have hook ups to the ICing. Shes gonna love it! Maybe Ill throw in one of those cheezy key chains that have those dumb sayings like "its not easy being popular" or something like that.

I got lots of compliments on my outfit today at work. I work a black skirt with my black doll shoes and alot of people liked it.

thats it for now