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Work has been hell the past few days, mainly because there was a bathroom problem, which then lead to not having the store clean, which then lead to me getting bitched at, but my friend getting written up and now I feel guilty. uggh! fucking claires. Hopefully tommorow wont be bad! (wednesday)
I told Sandra the other day who the chick at the nuthouse was actually Joes ex and her response was "are you fucking kidding me?!" Kinda mean? yes. but I guess she was excpecting someone different. She can be blunt like that.... which can be bad thing. Like one day I came into work and I was sooo tired, and she told me I looked really tired, like really pale but my lips were glossy! I was laughing with her, because I think its funny. but yeah, shes blunt! Anyway she was telling me about this author thats soo funny, so I went to Barnes and Nobles inbetween classes today and started to read one of his books. It was David Sedaris "Naked" I read one paragraph and I was already laughing. I was trying not to burst out in laughter in the bookstore, but damn! the shit he writes about is hysterical. So if any of you read books, check out his book Naked, or his newest one called Dress your family in denim and cordorouy. His humor reminds me alot like my friend Gilman. Its his every day life experiences but they are really funny. Once my final is over im gonna get the book.
So im annoyed with my mother because she wont pay half of my health insurance which is 200 dollars because she says she has no money, yet she goes out and buys m a 100 dollars gift card to Lancome to buy makeup. She keeps telling me over and over that I need to wear makeup and fix my hair nice if I want guys to be attracted to me. I seriously want to tape her mouth shut when she says that crap. Its like helloo, I dont have to wear makeup to look pretty, and my hair isnt sloppy. She is just being weird, how she thinks like that, I never thought she would think like that before. Besides, I just bought makeup a month ago anyway and I do wear it if I go out somewhere sometimes, but damn! So now Im gettingn a refund on that gift card and putting in another 100 dollars which isnt really my mothers responsibility to pay, but it was a done deal between her and my dad a long time ago. so its just annoying. Oh yeah, and my car insurance doubled in price.
All day long Ive been really wanting to give Joe a call. I need to get this "i dont care what happens" attitude so that I wont get such a rush of feelings when I do finally call him. I'll just wait, because Im too busy anyway! I have a final to study for thats tommorow and Im going over to Mels house for some chanukah thing with ricky martin. And then back home to studying. Im suprised Im not tired since I only got 4 hours of sleep last night. Although Im in a really bitchy mood. And seriously, people cant drive in this state. Some moron stops in the fucking lane with his back end of the car sticking out on palmetto where everyone drives 80. Yeah he almost caused a big fucking accident. And then while Im still on palmetto, this little teenage girl was tailgating me so bad, when I was going 60. So I decided to be a bitch and I drove next to this truck the whole way down the road so she was boxed in. muahahaha I know thats lame, but she was annoying. I have alittle road rage I guess.
Design and drawing classes ended today. Sam Perry said that Im a dreamy artist stylistically which was cool and that both professors said I have a poetic style too. I like that too! :) I thought what was interesting was on the critique I miss since I was in new jersey, I made this design that I loved and was symmetrical. Perry loved it and the class did too, but the guy who was judging on Perrys critiques totally bashed my project at the end of class. Sam said that he hated it. I thought that was interesting. Goes to show, not everyone is going to love my art work.