'Cuz I still feel that way.

I miss being happy. I can't really remember a time I was truly happy after the age of six. That was before my uncle died. I loved him with all my heart I still have not gotten over it same with my grandma she is grieving herself to death.
I have came so close to ripping my skin open with my razor or knife. I really ( Read more... )

i almost cut earlier i had my knife kinda grazed it against my wrist but it didn't like slice the skin it just left a red mark because my dad screamed at me for getting food at 10pm and it just made me really upset and pissed and i about started crying then him then him and my mom started to argue and it just pushed me farther i hate my life sfm.

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i can't go see fall out boy :'(

i miss my girlfriend...

i'm cold....

i hate life right now..

i wanna cut so bad....

well gonna go now.

ttfn!

xoxo,

Katie :)

Im doing alot better now that Janet and I are able to talk (thanks to her cousins cell phone) :) i still feel like cutting but i haven't :)

i find that awesome :)

yeah it really does..i really hope i don't start cutting again. I've gotten the worst urges to cut but I've ignored them. Why do I feel like I'm on the outside looking in and watching everything crumble around me even though i know i can sometimes help it? I hate living i need to go somewhere for a long time and just reinvent myself.

I hate my best ( Read more... )

I miss being happy. I can't really remember a time I was truly happy after the age of six. That was before my uncle died. I loved him with all my heart I still have not gotten over it same with my grandma she is grieving herself to death.

I have came so close to ripping my skin open with my razor or knife. I really don't care if I die or not nobody ( Read more... )

I fucking hate life............I want to die.......I am at a friend's house and everyone is screaming and fighting and I came over here to get away from all the screaming and fighting and everything.........I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown...I want to die and cut so bad...I hate this shit.... 

 Tommorrow I am going to graduate high school. I am most likely gonna have to go to summer school....if I passed English 4, I mean I did credit recovery so I think I should pass right?! I don't wanna go another semester here I hate this school....I hate life...I hate everything.... I am so glad I resisted the urge to cut last night.....

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hey again i really wish i was dead right now...........but i dunno what to do anymore......i wish the world would end and everything would go away.......
and i am shaking and i feel like cutting......and i haven't did that in about 2 weeks almost...

sorry i really had to get that off my chest.........