Yeah...you know what I mean...
Isn't it weird when you don't realize something until the most unreasonable time? I mean, take anything, something that you subconciously know about...that you see daily, but then one day really look at it to the point where you're like "dude, why haven't I seen this...like REALLY seen this for what it is?" It's just so weird and then it being a ridiculously unreasonable time because it's going to be gone in few weeks. Plus, knowing what the other side thinks makes things more awkward considering the fact that you've heard it's the same thing as you were thinking. Now, hypotheticallly, what would you do...would you just forget about it and think "what's the point," or think "well, I mean I don't honestly know what I'm risking, but it can't be much?" Cause really, even though I'd like to live by the latter, it's just too weird...not even difficult - just awkward/weird. I mean, I personally find it odd when others just spontaneously inform you of information comparing you and the other thing...and I really do mean "spontaneously" to the extreme, haha. I must admit though, it'd be pretty awesome if something did happen, just because, believe it or not, it'd be really unexpected. I can't just wait and kill time to think that something could or could not happen, I think I should at least eliminate the awkwardness...to only a certain degree, of course, nothing serious...but yeah. I know it's repetative...but it's really weird as hell.