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[lesorignaux]

i don't think i've ever felt as relaxed and as comfortable as i do right now. i feel like i could say anything to anybody if they asked me something and i wouldn't care at all about their reaction. i could go up to someone i don't know and be completely fine starting up a conversation with them. i could probably talk to anyone right now for like

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[iamsavanna]

dude, lortabs are my best friend. they erase any anxiety you could possibly have and personally, they motivate me, both socially and musically.

you dont always have to be the listener, just say whatever you want. you are who you are and people are going to like it or dislike it, but they might never know if you dont speak your mind. im kind of getting used to fully applying this to my music and it just makes life so much happier to not even care and just live, ya know.

[lesorignaux]

i don't care, really. i feel like there's still just that little something in my brain that stops me from saying stuff sometimes. not when it comes to important stuff, either. but earlier i was talking to my mom and to mees and i wouldn't shut up! it's like that when i'm drunk, too. idk. at least i know someone else knows how that is, haha.

[iamsavanna]

haha yea dude, just be careful though. those things can become very addicting, i got really into them while i worked at logans. they just make life so much more blissful! haha, but i understand what you mean, i definitely have some problems with talking about even the littlest stuff sometimes, but i guess its something that takes some time to break free of

[lesorignaux]

true. and yeah, i can see how you could want to take them all the time! esp. if you are like us. haha. i feel like i could do anything!

[jenniferules]

i always feel like when i talk people think i'm a complete idiot. i think that's one of the reasons kory and i were having so many issues at first. but then i admitted to him that i felt that way. like, when i look back on when i was younger (in middle school and almost all of high school) i feel like i was such an obnoxious person, and that i annoyed the crap out of everybody! and when i realized that i tried to shut myself up every time i had something to say that maybe only i thought was funny or clever. so i ended up running out of things to talk about. it made me a really boring person, and i made it extremely hard for myself to open up to anybody new. mainly because i had horrible experiences with all of the people that i did open up to so quickly

[lesorignaux]

i was pretty much just like that, too. but it's getting easier. and i feel like taking that pill actually clarified it all for me, as crazy as that may sound, haha.

[iamsavanna]

haha not crazy! thats what those things do, and if you have a good hookup LET ME KNOW ahaha because all mine are falling through lately and i need some!

[lesorignaux]

pshht i wish i did, but my mom actually gave me this one. lol. i'll let you know if i find any though :)

[spanishtofrench]

It's okay. I have conversation problems, too. Which is why I don't talk very much. I prefer listening to people rather than opening my mouth. And wtf lortab? My doctor gave me those when a dog bit me and I threw up all day. Ew.

[lesorignaux]

my mom got some because her neck hurt or something, idk. she gave me one for cramps. haha.