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i don't think i've ever felt as relaxed and as comfortable as i do right now. i feel like i could say anything to anybody if they asked me something and i wouldn't care at all about their reaction. i could go up to someone i don't know and be completely fine starting up a conversation with them. i could probably talk to anyone right now for like 3 hours and actually dominate the conversation. the sad thing is i never do any of these things. i am the listener in a conversation 95% of the time and even when i do mostly talk i don't really feel comfortable or like i make any sense. i really don't think i have conversation skills. i'm really bad at telling stories. that's why i hate doing it because i know people don't like listening to me. i never say things in the right order or i get confused. maybe i just have anxiety. maybe i'm just retarded.
i also just took a loritab.
i made some really good potato soup today and it was really easy. it makes me want to do a food not bombs. i think i'm going to some time in the near future. that or have a potluck. wanna come?
i wish that i could stay awake all night so i would have time to do everything i want to do right now like clean my room and fix my tattoo and knit and study and work on my collage and read my book. but i am so extremely sleepy. therefore, goodnight my friends.
i also just took a loritab.
i made some really good potato soup today and it was really easy. it makes me want to do a food not bombs. i think i'm going to some time in the near future. that or have a potluck. wanna come?
i wish that i could stay awake all night so i would have time to do everything i want to do right now like clean my room and fix my tattoo and knit and study and work on my collage and read my book. but i am so extremely sleepy. therefore, goodnight my friends.