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and now that i've let you leave,
i can't let you go.
this sucks. dont know if i made the right move. but i know that the past year has been shit, full of shit, i did shit. and it feels like all my fault. and i just had to ask if we'd like to get together again. i felt like i was begging, and even after he outright rejected.
my mother is right, i'm selling myself cheap. but then why do i feel like i should do this anyway?
and the worst part is i dont even know if i'm doing it for the right reasons, for what to return? is it for love.. or just a sense of familiarity?
i can't let you go.
this sucks. dont know if i made the right move. but i know that the past year has been shit, full of shit, i did shit. and it feels like all my fault. and i just had to ask if we'd like to get together again. i felt like i was begging, and even after he outright rejected.
my mother is right, i'm selling myself cheap. but then why do i feel like i should do this anyway?
and the worst part is i dont even know if i'm doing it for the right reasons, for what to return? is it for love.. or just a sense of familiarity?