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so we broke up.
its been 4 years, mostly of happiness.
i felt he really accepted me for who I was. but i kinda threw it away because i didn't see a future with him.
i don't understand how things like these work out, cos this is my first failed relationship. but we're still friends. i hope.
though i don't know how its appropriate like that, since we kissed goodbye and all.
i really love him, but i have to let him go. better now than later, right?
it wasn't gonna work out, anyway. different views of the future. though a future waking up beside him was appealing.. but practicality doesn't fit into that picture.
sigh.
feels odd being single again, after so long.
its been 4 years, mostly of happiness.
i felt he really accepted me for who I was. but i kinda threw it away because i didn't see a future with him.
i don't understand how things like these work out, cos this is my first failed relationship. but we're still friends. i hope.
though i don't know how its appropriate like that, since we kissed goodbye and all.
i really love him, but i have to let him go. better now than later, right?
it wasn't gonna work out, anyway. different views of the future. though a future waking up beside him was appealing.. but practicality doesn't fit into that picture.
sigh.
feels odd being single again, after so long.