College stress sucks. I, too have beaten myself down to the point where I don't think i can get in anywhere I think is acceptable. It's horrifying. Matters only become worse considering my parents and I can't discuss colleges without a big fight. And break-downs have become the backbone of my waking hours. At this point I haven't decided whether I ( Read more... )

Broken Nostalgia ((11.30.05 ( Read more... )

( please understand )

Beautiful Trance ((11.17.05 ( Read more... )

Faulty Lines ((11.14.05 ( Read more... )

Disgraceful Death ((10.27.05 ( Read more... )

Silenced    ((10.17.05))
I close my eyes,
Fall into restless sleep-
Nightmares of your lies.

Sit outside, stare at the dark sky's.
Sudder and weep,
I close my eyes.

My body cries
For what I couldn't keep.
Nightmares of your lies.

Held with ties,
I get what I reap...
I close my eyes.

And for you, I say my goodbyes,
Hurt runs deep-
Nightmares of ( Read more... )

( youKNOWyouLIKEit )

Stained ((10.14.05 ( Read more... )

((10.13.05))
The smell of vanilla
Tickles my nose, almost
As your hands
On my waist- tempting me to lose
Control of every emotion.

hmm??