This will forever be immortalized with angeldreams135 looking drunkenly at the camera, flipping the bird, and slurring, "Fuck you, Jake."

I want to revisit the stages of grief.

Denial and Isolation.  Anger.  Bargaining.  Depression.  Acceptance.  None of us are strangers to these emotions.  They are familiar and rarely are they comforting to those left behind ( Read more... )

Yes, this is a follow-up of the previous dream because after I awoke from my dead guy sex dream, I had another, different one. Also, I think, lucid. I seemed to be making a lot of decisions in it ( Read more... )

Actually, that might have been my only sex dream. But it was so fucken bizarre and I may or may not have been lucid during it. The dream might have just had the illusion of lucidity ( Read more... )

It just keeps coming ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder how much crazy I channel. I've been on insane listening highs with this musical Next to Normal. I'm making plans to use my tax return to go to NY to see this show on Broadway. Like, I'm crazy, right ( Read more... )

This is my fucken year. I can feel it ( Read more... )

My brother called me today and offered me some money for filling out his concepts into a script for a short film his independent film co. are going to put together ( Read more... )

"What if I don't come back this time?"Jake was the 61st Minnesotan to die in Iraq, the 4,027th American to die ( Read more... )

As the one year marker approaches for Jake's death, I find myself thinking of him more and more. He came to me in a dream where I didn't know he had died and he excitedly told me about some of his adventures in Iraq ( Read more... )

Yep, so in three days, I visited three different libraries. Really interesting how those things are built and laid out. My favorite is without a doubt the historical one downtown, built in the 1850s, rebuilt in the early 1900s, and remodeled again in the early 2000s. The architecture is described as Italian Renaissance revival ( Read more... )