As I sit here, again, wondering about my future, the stress continues to pile on. Who am I? What am I good at?

I didn't start this because I was feeling bad for myself. Actually, it was because my week had been so unusually positive. I recently have been trying to just be myself, whoever that is. It's difficult for an introvert to truly expose ( Read more... )

Soooo I have a massive crush on one of the teachers at my school. Crazy ridiculousness!
Pretty much from Day One I've been intrigued by him, and six months in I still have this terrible tendency to get really happy when I see him out of the corner of my eye. Or if he says "hello" and "good bye" to me. 
But logically I cannot, should not, pursue him. ( Read more... )

    After so many years not knowing, I'm starting to figure things out for myself. So, for you to glance at and for me to look back on and see what has/hasn't been achieved and what I've changed, I'm posting a list as they come to me. I figured I should post something a little less ROAR and a little more :D :D :D  since my life is getting ( Read more... )

It's been about a week now since I did something rather mean to someone who didn't deserve it and, I must say, I am feeling ridiculously good about it! I'm not feeling bad thinking about a future where the only people I have to think on are my parents and grandparents ( Read more... )

Obviously the world doesn't actually need to know this.

Heck, if no one reads this than that's okay too. I just feel I need to put it out there as to why I would end my relationship after a year and a month. I'll just bullet point in random order, so take it or leave it. Also, let it be known that he IS a fantastic human being and he has some ( Read more... )

September has been great and meh. XD ( Read more... )

First, I am pms-ing on the verge of normal ms-ing which accounts for all the emo thoughts.

So, here is the depressing thought of today:

I told Joe I wanted a program for my birthday but everytime I ask him how it's going he goes "I don't know what you want."
I tell him every time "I want you to make me something that reflects on what you think or feel ( Read more... )

Last week Bob showed up for a total of an hour on Tuesday, taught me nothing, then left.

It's been a week since then and I've done everything that need to get done immediately for Doug by yesterday. It was a lot of stuff. I got to leave at like noon Friday because I had already reached 40 hours by then! I had worked non-stop almost the whole of ( Read more... )

Okay, I love Joe. He's sweet and funny and lovely but...he sure can piss me off ( Read more... )

Tonight I ended my relationship with my father--the biological one that is. (At the end of this if you want to know more, fell free to ask. It's part of what's shaped me so I don't mind talking about it ( Read more... )