Joe the Silent
My boyfriend Joe is, as I've said, classy but quiet. I decided that it was necessary to type about this fact and how it affects my approach to things.
First I should let it be known that I did hesitate on saying yes to dating again.
When I realized I was interested in him a bit more than "oh this is the new guy" it came as a bit of a shock to me. Normally I know myself well enough to identify attraction but this guy totally knocked me out. He didn't say much when we met at my own party, he didn't really know people either so I kinda understood and cheered him on during our minigolfing. He stuck nearby me and Hannah (at the tail end of the line) too instead of with his suitemates like Jay. This intrigued me greatly. I pretty much acted the fool and did what I could to get him to chat.
Not long after I returned home I had hunted him down on facebook (with Jay's help because I didn't know his last name XD)From there it went pretty much uphill. We chatted on AIM and his responses became more and more elaborated upon (especially on subjects he was enthusiastic about).
I suppose this entry is my way of saying that, as his first girlfriend, I have no idea what I'm doing; I can't compare him to my ex because he's already so way better, even though I'm grossly human and he's seen several bad sides of me he still likes me, and I've been myself this whole time and he still wants to be around me.
I think I got the better end of this deal.
First I should let it be known that I did hesitate on saying yes to dating again.
When I realized I was interested in him a bit more than "oh this is the new guy" it came as a bit of a shock to me. Normally I know myself well enough to identify attraction but this guy totally knocked me out. He didn't say much when we met at my own party, he didn't really know people either so I kinda understood and cheered him on during our minigolfing. He stuck nearby me and Hannah (at the tail end of the line) too instead of with his suitemates like Jay. This intrigued me greatly. I pretty much acted the fool and did what I could to get him to chat.
Not long after I returned home I had hunted him down on facebook (with Jay's help because I didn't know his last name XD)From there it went pretty much uphill. We chatted on AIM and his responses became more and more elaborated upon (especially on subjects he was enthusiastic about).
I suppose this entry is my way of saying that, as his first girlfriend, I have no idea what I'm doing; I can't compare him to my ex because he's already so way better, even though I'm grossly human and he's seen several bad sides of me he still likes me, and I've been myself this whole time and he still wants to be around me.
I think I got the better end of this deal.