I think I am in the eye of my storm. Where everything is whirling around madly but I feel like time has reached a standstill ( Read more... )

I raced out of work a few minutes early (more like sneaked out fast!) so I would be on time for my appt. with MGF this aft, only to end up there early. Weird. And then as I sat there reading, her son came to the doorway and told me she was running late because she was at the doctor's. Ok, no problem. Then she texts me with can we delay an hour? ( Read more... )

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I just answered the phone here at work and the person on the other side said "oh my god, you sound so different! SO husky, is everything ok ( Read more... )

I am once again in a quagmire. Feeling like all is moving slow motion, I am trapped with racing thoughts.
Today with MGF was uncomfortable. That was the word of the day, I used it over and over and over. And when I tried to change the subject I fell further into uncomfortable.And at the very end, when I was trying to re-compose, out pops Brit with ( Read more... )

I am having a bit of trouble harnessing my thoughts, there's a lot in my head. So I am putting, for posterity and future musing, emails again. But cut, and all together ( Read more... )

Both meanings of that word apply ( Read more... )

But instead I am dressed showered and preparing to go to work for a few hours ( Read more... )

Dug deep today. Not ready to share. But it was hard and fruitful. Connections made from passed to present that were unnerving. But validating.
Sorry so vague, processing.

Really didn't want to come back to work, but where else was I to go?

I have another appointment tomorrow.

Something is going to happen soon ( Read more... )