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i hate to talk about all this stuff on livejounral.
but its where i express what im thinking.
if you dont want to read it,
dont.
so there is that whole question "what is love?"
i thought i knew, crazy as it may seems, at age 17.
what the hell was i thinking right.
now i question love all the time. part of me doesnt believe in it.
and now there is my new question.
"what is friendship"
i now dont know what a bestfriend is.
when all along i thought i already found the one for life.
how can people stay with eachtoher for so long. i jsut dont get it
you bound to get sick of eachtoher.
i mean i havent yet.
but ive noticed it in a couple people. how they have just been getting sick of me.
you think i like how i am always sad and stresssed now a days.
about money, sleeeeep, school, work, guys, moving out, my family. EVERYTHING.
i work 6 days a week now. if i am lucky, only 5. 35-45 hours a week.
its not my choice to be how i am right now okay.
and my freinds see that.
but not the one i care about most