Let's Meet Again
The birds are chirping noisily. It's really sunny, and it's damn irritating. Our room became dark and dull ever since you were gone. It's like the colors died when you did. I promised you that I would be fine.... I'm sorry. I broke my promise. Now here, I lay on the floor, drunk and depressed. I hate my life. I wanted to die, but somehow, I couldn't. Why is God so unfair? Why does it have to be my Sungmin? Why? Of all people, why him? Why not me?
It hurts me when I think of Sungmin. His smile, his voice, his body, everything. I tried to sit up, though my body aches all over. I walked to the bathroom, making small steps, and took a of couple pills. They were probably some sleeping pills, or whatever, I don't know, I don't care. I have to die.
My knees felt weak, and I fell to the floor. My vision is getting blurred with tears. I feel numb. Am I going to die?
Sungmin smiled weakly as he held Kyuhyun's hand. A lone tear escapes his eye, and Kyuhyun wipes them with his thumb. Sungmin is at the hospital, surrounded by machines, and white walls. He had an oxygen mask attached to him, over his nose and mouth. Sungmin finds it hard to breathe, but he feels like everything's fine since Kyuhyun is there. Kyuhyun stared at his lover with watery, and scared eyes. He doesn't want this to happen.
"Kyuhyunnie..." Sungmin said softly. "Live for me?"
And then Kyuhyun couldn't hold back his tears anymore. He kissed Sungmin's forehead, and his hand became limp. And Sungmin was gone. Just like that.
Oh... I see... Sungmin... you've been keeping me alive? That's why whenever I try to commit suicide, I fail... But Sungmin... I think it's my time... I've got no reason to live since you died... Sungmin, can I meet you now?
'Yes, Kyuhyunnie.'
~~~~~~~~~~~~~A/N... AHHH. It's angst.... A FAILURE. Please comment... I need to knoooooow what you think of this failure.... sigh...
It hurts me when I think of Sungmin. His smile, his voice, his body, everything. I tried to sit up, though my body aches all over. I walked to the bathroom, making small steps, and took a of couple pills. They were probably some sleeping pills, or whatever, I don't know, I don't care. I have to die.
My knees felt weak, and I fell to the floor. My vision is getting blurred with tears. I feel numb. Am I going to die?
Sungmin smiled weakly as he held Kyuhyun's hand. A lone tear escapes his eye, and Kyuhyun wipes them with his thumb. Sungmin is at the hospital, surrounded by machines, and white walls. He had an oxygen mask attached to him, over his nose and mouth. Sungmin finds it hard to breathe, but he feels like everything's fine since Kyuhyun is there. Kyuhyun stared at his lover with watery, and scared eyes. He doesn't want this to happen.
"Kyuhyunnie..." Sungmin said softly. "Live for me?"
And then Kyuhyun couldn't hold back his tears anymore. He kissed Sungmin's forehead, and his hand became limp. And Sungmin was gone. Just like that.
Oh... I see... Sungmin... you've been keeping me alive? That's why whenever I try to commit suicide, I fail... But Sungmin... I think it's my time... I've got no reason to live since you died... Sungmin, can I meet you now?
'Yes, Kyuhyunnie.'
~~~~~~~~~~~~~A/N... AHHH. It's angst.... A FAILURE. Please comment... I need to knoooooow what you think of this failure.... sigh...