Songfic!Broken!Yewook
Passion of life, such thing as hope, it doesn't exist
I'm breathing simply out of life
Yesung took out his phone and dialled a number that he used to call. The person answered at the first ring, and it made Yesung happy.
My body feels ok, it's nothing special
And yet I feel like I'm drowning
"Hello?" The person's voice were thin and feminine, but it had a sweet tone blending in. Yesung felt his heart flutter, but then there was a sudden anger and sadness that crushed his heart.
World suffocates me endlessly
My heart closed only halfway
"Hello?" The person called the second time. Yesung bit his lip and flipped his phone closed. He stared at the red coloured phone in his hand as memories started to flood his mind.
I put a lock on that door
Locks rusted away from an eternal loneliness
I turn my key out
Yesung sighed and sat on the bench as he held his head with his hand, with the phone in between. He closed his eyes and began reminisce.
Alienation from answers, held on my shackles
It suffocates me
A man, whose face could outdo a female's, and with cheekbones that appears whenever he smiles, pulled Yesung towards the amusement park, pointing at the roller coaster. Yesung gulped at the sight of its height. Though he was afraid, he got on. Yesung was afraid, but with the male's encouraging smile, and his small, cold hands, Yesung felt the courage. But he was still afraid.
The same man faces Yesung with a bright smile. Yesung smiled back. They were under a tree, and it was such a fine day to go out for a picnic. The male leans closer to Yesung. Yesung does the same thing, and as their lips touch, Yesung felt the sweetness, and loveliness in this man's lips. It was such a memorable moment.
Ahh... Those happy times...
Picking up the phone that never rings
I wait for your call all night
For a few days, Yesung did not see the man again. He was worried, and he kept calling and calling him, and the response, he never got. Yesung decided to look for the male, but he later on, he wished that he never did.
I need your interest, I need your conversation
I need your hand, I need even small love
Please light the fuse that's fading away...
Yesung found the male in the streets, cuddling another man. Yesung watched the two walk among the thousand couples. Seeing the man he love with another man destroyed his world, his mind, his body, his soul- his heart.
I can't blend in here, there, anywhere
I can't belong to you, her, anyone else
I walk down restlessly around you
And Yesung began to disappear. Yesung locked himself in his home. He did not answer any of his friends' calls, and messages, he did not even bother to look at his phone. He too busy doing something.
Will the moon understand my loneliness?
Wonder if the stars understand my scars
Buried in affliction, I sing this song
Graved in loneliness, I call out your name
The house which were rumored to be hunted, since the house was dirty and there were no lights seen during the night. Then, all of a sudden, one night, the house came to light.
Yesung turned on the light and studied the painting on the white wall - his painting. Yesung walked backwards until his back collided with the wall. Yesung sat down as he stared at his work.
The once white and dull wall was covered with magnificent colors and shapes, and apparently, it looked like a huge butterfly. Beside the butterfly, were pictures. The picture's edges were burned, but the person in the image were safe.
They were pictures of him.
I walk down restlessly around you
I walk around because I fear of change
And Yesung began to sing...
"Broken from the love of chains, I sing to find the one
Following the wind and the cloud, I wander the world
Where did you go, leaving me here, I do not know
You left me over there to the place no one knows
I wanna leave this behind
Thirst for love, I'm always in hunger
I even miss the tip of your fingers
Undermined our interest, love seems like a luxury
Sometimes the thing that always follows me
When my shadow is covered by the moon, I draw you in my heart
I recite on myself
Every day, I am fear of life endlessly
Wanna see you, touch you, feel you
I can only say those words, I bite on my pitifulness"I can't blend in here, there, anywhere
I can't belong to you, her, anyone else
I walk down restlessly around you
Will the moon understand my loneliness?
Wonder if the stars understand my scars
Buried in affliction, I sing this song
Graved in loneliness, I call out your name
"Ryeowook."
I can't blend in here, there, anywhere
I can't belong to you, her, anyone else
I walk down restlessly around you
Will the moon understand my loneliness?
Wonder if the stars understand my scars
Buried in affliction, I sing this song
Graved in loneliness, I call out your name
I'm breathing simply out of life
Yesung took out his phone and dialled a number that he used to call. The person answered at the first ring, and it made Yesung happy.
My body feels ok, it's nothing special
And yet I feel like I'm drowning
"Hello?" The person's voice were thin and feminine, but it had a sweet tone blending in. Yesung felt his heart flutter, but then there was a sudden anger and sadness that crushed his heart.
World suffocates me endlessly
My heart closed only halfway
"Hello?" The person called the second time. Yesung bit his lip and flipped his phone closed. He stared at the red coloured phone in his hand as memories started to flood his mind.
I put a lock on that door
Locks rusted away from an eternal loneliness
I turn my key out
Yesung sighed and sat on the bench as he held his head with his hand, with the phone in between. He closed his eyes and began reminisce.
Alienation from answers, held on my shackles
It suffocates me
A man, whose face could outdo a female's, and with cheekbones that appears whenever he smiles, pulled Yesung towards the amusement park, pointing at the roller coaster. Yesung gulped at the sight of its height. Though he was afraid, he got on. Yesung was afraid, but with the male's encouraging smile, and his small, cold hands, Yesung felt the courage. But he was still afraid.
The same man faces Yesung with a bright smile. Yesung smiled back. They were under a tree, and it was such a fine day to go out for a picnic. The male leans closer to Yesung. Yesung does the same thing, and as their lips touch, Yesung felt the sweetness, and loveliness in this man's lips. It was such a memorable moment.
Ahh... Those happy times...
Picking up the phone that never rings
I wait for your call all night
For a few days, Yesung did not see the man again. He was worried, and he kept calling and calling him, and the response, he never got. Yesung decided to look for the male, but he later on, he wished that he never did.
I need your interest, I need your conversation
I need your hand, I need even small love
Please light the fuse that's fading away...
Yesung found the male in the streets, cuddling another man. Yesung watched the two walk among the thousand couples. Seeing the man he love with another man destroyed his world, his mind, his body, his soul- his heart.
I can't blend in here, there, anywhere
I can't belong to you, her, anyone else
I walk down restlessly around you
And Yesung began to disappear. Yesung locked himself in his home. He did not answer any of his friends' calls, and messages, he did not even bother to look at his phone. He too busy doing something.
Will the moon understand my loneliness?
Wonder if the stars understand my scars
Buried in affliction, I sing this song
Graved in loneliness, I call out your name
The house which were rumored to be hunted, since the house was dirty and there were no lights seen during the night. Then, all of a sudden, one night, the house came to light.
Yesung turned on the light and studied the painting on the white wall - his painting. Yesung walked backwards until his back collided with the wall. Yesung sat down as he stared at his work.
The once white and dull wall was covered with magnificent colors and shapes, and apparently, it looked like a huge butterfly. Beside the butterfly, were pictures. The picture's edges were burned, but the person in the image were safe.
They were pictures of him.
I walk down restlessly around you
I walk around because I fear of change
And Yesung began to sing...
"Broken from the love of chains, I sing to find the one
Following the wind and the cloud, I wander the world
Where did you go, leaving me here, I do not know
You left me over there to the place no one knows
I wanna leave this behind
Thirst for love, I'm always in hunger
I even miss the tip of your fingers
Undermined our interest, love seems like a luxury
Sometimes the thing that always follows me
When my shadow is covered by the moon, I draw you in my heart
I recite on myself
Every day, I am fear of life endlessly
Wanna see you, touch you, feel you
I can only say those words, I bite on my pitifulness"I can't blend in here, there, anywhere
I can't belong to you, her, anyone else
I walk down restlessly around you
Will the moon understand my loneliness?
Wonder if the stars understand my scars
Buried in affliction, I sing this song
Graved in loneliness, I call out your name
"Ryeowook."
I can't blend in here, there, anywhere
I can't belong to you, her, anyone else
I walk down restlessly around you
Will the moon understand my loneliness?
Wonder if the stars understand my scars
Buried in affliction, I sing this song
Graved in loneliness, I call out your name