first you run like a fool just to be at my side now you run like a fool but you just run to hide
first of all, go fuck yourself.
second of all, I was walking/driving around boston for 4 hours today for work stuff. i wanted to stab people. but i got to pick up my bridesmaid dress!! so theres pictures of that under the cut AND pictures of a possible new years shirt....fyi i just came back from the gym so cut me some slack
my room is very pink and i'm making a face. i do that.
here are some thoughts
I'm glad I dont have to compromise.
I'm glad I dont have to make sacrifices for you.
I'm glad I dont waste my time pretending that everything is okay when I feel like I'm falling apart on the inside.
I'm glad I dont have to worry.
I'm glad I dont have to make excuses for you.
I'm glad I dont have to explain to my family why you hated coming here.
I'm glad I dont have to try so hard to please you
I'm glad I dont have to waste my time trying to make you happy.
I'm glad I've realized that I deserve SO much better than how you treated me then and how you treated me now.
In most "relationships" there are things I can look back on and be glad that I met that person. Everyone has made me grow and change in a way...however stupid that may be.
Nothing has changed. Well, I'm going to think twice before I let another guy in my life. I'm really going to make sure he deserves it. I treat my guys with such care, you can't deny that.
Anyway, I sure as hell don't deserve to be ignored but I dont blame you.
it's such a shame things turned out this way.
get off your high horse?
ps i love fiona apple.