close your eyes just settle, settle
Dear Ashley, Caitlin, Sabrina and Colleen:
Let me know when you bitches are free. Perhaps dinner some night this weekend/next week? Some shoppy? Or we could all meet up at sabrinas craft thing that Colleen and I will be attending. I have some really good news to tell all of you. Oh i can't keep it a secret much longer. I'm very attractive and so are yous guys. There, I said it. I feel much better now.
Best always,
LeahDel
ps
this week i'm "babysitting" a girl that worked for me this summer. Really, i'm just sleeping there. She's 17 and can take care of herself but I dunno, her parents like her and dont want her to get stolen.
also:
once a cheater always a cheater. thoughts?
I think it's true for guys.
Whats worse, a liar or a cheater? It goes hand in hand, really. I think I'd rahter be cheated on and have someone be totally honest with me about it.
I'm so cynical these days, it's really awesome. Guys are a bullshit hassle. It isn't me. It's guys. I know I do this thing where I make guys out to be better than they are...and I convince myself of that too. But if a guy was serious with me, then that wouldn't be such a bad thing. Nobody has appreciated how awesome I am as a girlfriend. I buy presents, I take my men out to dinner, I always look fierce when i see them, I'm not one of those girls that lets herself go either. whatever, i'm an easy sell. you guys better fucking shape up. or dont. i dont care. i've wasted TOO many nights being upset over guys that treat me like garbage and never gave me the time/affection/care that i gave them and deserved in return. something i've always said and stuck to is this TREAT PEOPLE WITH CARE. dont treat them how you would want to be treated. treat them with care. I dont even know what to do now. I'm fucking done though. Do what you want, live a pointless loser life, just stay away from me. Like i said, i've wasted so much time being upset over people who treat me bad. Now, how about i focus on the people that i care about. Ashley-for being honest with me about everything and not getting pissed when i do stupid shit (you know what i'm talking about. gosh i heart you). Sabrina-for always ALWAYS caring and making me feel good. You're happy, I'm happy. You're also one of the most talented people I know-in the arts and crafty way. Cait-we lived together and lived to tell the tale. I still dont know if you believe in jesus. Abby may never read this but she is my twinie. Loveth you know me so well and you tell me straight up when I'm being an idiot. I dont have to get into how awesome colleen is but i probably would have been so miserable these past 4 months.
Here is a list of things I enjoy doing:
getting starbucks in the morning (when the dont fuck up my order)
getting tea at dunkins in the afternoon
shopping for clothes for me
shopping for gifts
buying cars
running, lifting, swimming
being a mess
showering
snug lyfing
eating at: boston market, papa ginos, bertuccis
listening to my ipod and singing really loud in the car
spending time with my family because they are fucking awesome.
pps
i never wanted it to be like this.
Let me know when you bitches are free. Perhaps dinner some night this weekend/next week? Some shoppy? Or we could all meet up at sabrinas craft thing that Colleen and I will be attending. I have some really good news to tell all of you. Oh i can't keep it a secret much longer. I'm very attractive and so are yous guys. There, I said it. I feel much better now.
Best always,
LeahDel
ps
this week i'm "babysitting" a girl that worked for me this summer. Really, i'm just sleeping there. She's 17 and can take care of herself but I dunno, her parents like her and dont want her to get stolen.
also:
once a cheater always a cheater. thoughts?
I think it's true for guys.
Whats worse, a liar or a cheater? It goes hand in hand, really. I think I'd rahter be cheated on and have someone be totally honest with me about it.
I'm so cynical these days, it's really awesome. Guys are a bullshit hassle. It isn't me. It's guys. I know I do this thing where I make guys out to be better than they are...and I convince myself of that too. But if a guy was serious with me, then that wouldn't be such a bad thing. Nobody has appreciated how awesome I am as a girlfriend. I buy presents, I take my men out to dinner, I always look fierce when i see them, I'm not one of those girls that lets herself go either. whatever, i'm an easy sell. you guys better fucking shape up. or dont. i dont care. i've wasted TOO many nights being upset over guys that treat me like garbage and never gave me the time/affection/care that i gave them and deserved in return. something i've always said and stuck to is this TREAT PEOPLE WITH CARE. dont treat them how you would want to be treated. treat them with care. I dont even know what to do now. I'm fucking done though. Do what you want, live a pointless loser life, just stay away from me. Like i said, i've wasted so much time being upset over people who treat me bad. Now, how about i focus on the people that i care about. Ashley-for being honest with me about everything and not getting pissed when i do stupid shit (you know what i'm talking about. gosh i heart you). Sabrina-for always ALWAYS caring and making me feel good. You're happy, I'm happy. You're also one of the most talented people I know-in the arts and crafty way. Cait-we lived together and lived to tell the tale. I still dont know if you believe in jesus. Abby may never read this but she is my twinie. Loveth you know me so well and you tell me straight up when I'm being an idiot. I dont have to get into how awesome colleen is but i probably would have been so miserable these past 4 months.
Here is a list of things I enjoy doing:
getting starbucks in the morning (when the dont fuck up my order)
getting tea at dunkins in the afternoon
shopping for clothes for me
shopping for gifts
buying cars
running, lifting, swimming
being a mess
showering
snug lyfing
eating at: boston market, papa ginos, bertuccis
listening to my ipod and singing really loud in the car
spending time with my family because they are fucking awesome.
pps
i never wanted it to be like this.