Title: Bonds of Trust
Author:
ldybastetFandom/Pairing: Bleach - Ukitake/Hisagi
Rating: Wild (NC-17)
Summary: Curiosity and longing can bring stronger ties. Strong ties and bonds can bring trust and closeness. With trust, no bond is frightening, and curiosity awakes again.
Warning/content: Bondage, shibari/kinbaku, ropes
Disclaimer: The world and characters of Bleach belong to Kubo Tite. I'm not him, alas. I just play with his creations, making them do uncensored things with each other.
Notes: ~2240 words. Fourth of my
Kink Bingo fics. Much love to my beta
nishi_shinji who has to put up with my run-on sentences and Brit spelling! ♥
Bonds of Trust
Shuuhei knocked on the door to Ukitake's home exactly on time. He had arrived a little early, but a slow walk around the block had taken care of that. It had also served to quieten the buzz of thoughts and settle a little of the fluttering in his stomach. He'd spent far too much time thinking about their meeting tonight, or what could more accurately be thought of as their date. But as soon as he was in Ukitake's presence, the calming effect of the walk was immediately gone.
Ukitake seemed to sense this, because he leaned forward and kissed Shuuhei lightly, caressing his cheek. "I won't bite you, Hisagi-kun. You can feel safe with me; I'm going to take good care of you, I promise."
Shuuhei gave him a nervous smile in response to the teasing, but did relax a little. "It's just new to me, doing it this way."
"You're saying you're actually more nervous of being tied up in a careful, safe manner, than just carelessly and at the spur of the moment?" Ukitake smiled.
Shuuhei laughed. "Yeah, it does sound a bit stupid when you put it that way."
Ukitake led the way to his bedroom, turning to kiss Shuuhei again as soon as the door was slid closed behind them. "Undress," he whispered in Shuuhei's ear. "You know how I like it." He moved to sit down on the edge of the bed to watch.
Shuuhei blushed slightly but began undressing. He remembered the first time he'd taken his clothes off in front of his friend - not only in his presence and to have a wound dressed or to take a bath, but only to undress. It had been a very arousing experience, and it was no less so this time, when they were actually having a relationship of sorts and the aim of the evening was to have sex.
When he was standing naked and hard before Ukitake, Shuuhei smiled. "Want me to help you undress too?" He kneeled in front of his friend and began undoing Ukitake's obi.
Ukitake was conveniently clad in a kimono, and it was soon sliding off his shoulders. He rose to his feet to remove the garment completely, leaving him only in his underwear, and took the opportunity to card his fingers through Shuuhei's hair. He tugged lightly at it and smiled.
"I'll tie you up now," Ukitake said softly and reached for the box that he'd placed next to the bed earlier. He opened it, revealing black lengths of rope to Shuuhei.
Shuuhei slowly lifted a hand and touched the rope, brushing his fingertips over it. "So soft... I can't wait to feel it on me," he murmured and looked up.
Ukitake leaned forward and kissed Shuuhei softly. "You will love it," he murmured against Shuuhei's lips before pulling back.
He took one length of rope out of the box and shook out the loops, then ran it slowly through his hands while studying Shuuhei, admiring his body. Images of how to make the ties flowed through his mind. There were several positions Ukitake could tie Shuuhei in, some more taxing than others, but he thought that this first time, he'd take it easy on Shuuhei and focus on the more sensual side rather than making it a test of endurance. Ukitake smiled as he made his decision, knowing that it would look marvellous - the black ropes contrasting sharply against Shuuhei's skin. "Kneel there," he said, pointing to the bed, and folded the rope in half. "Facing away from me."
Shuuhei knelt on the edge of the futon with his hands behind his back, as if knowing instinctively that Ukitake would start by tying his arms. "Like this?" he asked and looked at Ukitake over his shoulder.
"Yes, that is perfect," Ukitake replied and stepped close, running his hands slowly down Shuuhei's arms until they were at the crossed wrists. He tied them together and then fell for the temptation to press his lips against Shuuhei's neck. With the loose ends of the rope, he lifted Shuuhei's hands higher on his back and then wrapped the double rope around the upper arms and rib cage. Ukitake took it slowly and kept touching, caressing Shuuhei to show him that he was safe and cared for, letting him get used to the sensation of being tied up and gradually being made helpless.
Next, another wrap around Shuuhei's body, higher up, and then a knot between the shoulder blades. A few loops through the ropes under Shuuhei's arms and the ties were suddenly much tighter, fitting snugly, but not uncomfortably so.
Ukitake moved around the futon to kneel in front of Shuuhei. He cupped Shuuhei's face in his hands, and lifted it to kiss him. "How do you feel?" he asked softly.
Shuuhei had closed his eyes while Ukitake tied him, and opened them now to look at him. He wet his lips with the tip of his tongue, looking thoughtful for a moment. "I feel fine. It feels a lot more comfortable than I thought." He gave Ukitake an almost shy smile.
Ukitake smiled back. "Good. You look fine too. Quite delicious, in fact." He took another length of rope. "Are you ready for more?" he asked while uncoiling it like he had the first one. When Shuuhei nodded, Ukitake folded the rope and looped it around Shuuhei's waist, tying it off with a simple knot. "Can you move up a bit on the futon and get your legs in front of you?" Holding the long rope ends in one hand, he put the other hand on Shuuhei's shoulder to help steady him while he moved.
"Kiss me, please?" Shuuhei asked quietly.
"With pleasure." Ukitake leaned close for a soft kiss, muffling the small moan that spilled over Shuuhei's lips. "You are lovely," Ukitake whispered in his ear when he moved back. He found Shuuhei's calm and accepting demeanour very arousing, and he was happy to be able to give him what he'd asked for - a chance to experience being immobilised by the ropes.
"Bend your legs," Ukitake instructed, separating the rope ends, and proceeded to wrap one of them around Shuuhei's folded leg, thigh to shin. When he had as many coils as he wanted, Ukitake carefully coiled the loose end through the wraps, between the thigh and calf muscle, and knotted it.
"Oh god!" Shuuhei moaned and squirmed a little.
"Do you like it?"
"Yes... yeah, I do." Shuuhei pulled his lower lip between his teeth for a moment and then exhaled slowly. "I'm not going to be able to move at all, am I?"
"No. You'll be completely at my mercy," Ukitake replied and smiled at the sound Shuuhei made at the thought of that. After another kiss, he gave the other leg the same treatment and made certain that the ropes weren't too tight. As a finishing touch, Ukitake tied a much shorter rope to one of the leg knots, pulled it around Shuuhei's neck and then down to the other knee, forcing Shuuhei's knees to spread wider and closer to his chest.
He rose from the bed and took a step back, admiring his handiwork and the sight of Shuuhei in such a lovely and vulnerable position. Ukitake could do anything he wanted to Shuuhei now - with knees spread like this, his arms tied behind his back, Shuuhei was completely exposed, helpless. Shuuhei looked as if he was well aware of that fact as well, his breathing a little shorter and his skin flushed.
Ukitake brought a hand down his own body, caressing his stomach and abdomen, then rubbed the heel of his hand over his cock through the fundoshi. Shuuhei looked so peaceful, so lovely with the ropes criss-crossing his body, holding him tightly in their embrace. Satisfied with the design, Ukitake got back into the bed again, sliding a hand down Shuuhei's back, and smiled as he felt the ropes under his palm.
"Look at me, Hisagi-kun," he whispered. Shuuhei raised his head and opened his eyes again. What Ukitake read in them was nothing but arousal, relaxation, and adoration. Ukitake placed little kisses on his shoulder, while reaching around him to caress one of Shuuhei's folded legs up to his groin.
"Test the bonds if you want, feel the ropes."
Shuuhei's muscles tensed, flexing under the coils of the black ropes as he pulled against them. He tried to twist around, tried to pull his hands free, but to no avail. He was securely tied up, and there was no way he could get put of the ropes on his own. He swallowed as he met Ukitake's gaze again. He looked as if he was about to say something, but then just gave a deep sigh and just leaned more against Ukitake, relaxing completely.
They sat like that for a few moments, Ukitake holding Shuuhei close and stroking his back, before he slowly lowered Shuuhei down onto his side on the futon. Then he continued to kiss and lick the soft skin, along the curve of muscles... He caressed and teased nipples and thighs, buttocks and spine. Between kisses and nibbles, Ukitake whispered words of encouragement, letting Shuuhei know how good he looked, how good he was, and how much Ukitake liked doing this for him.
"It feels so good," Shuuhei whispered, arching as much as the ropes allowed him.
"Mmm," Ukitake hummed and claimed Shuuhei's lips in a kiss that became increasingly passionate. Fingers trailed higher on Shuuhei's thigh, then Ukitake was cupping Shuuhei's balls in his hand with his thumb rubbing the base of Shuuhei's cock. "You're so hard," he observed. "I'm glad you're enjoying this."
"How-- oh god-- how could I not?"
"Do you like being mine in this manner?" Ukitake asked then, moving his hand up over Shuuhei's body.
"Yours..." There was a hint of wonder in Shuuhei's voice, then he moaned when Ukitake gave one of his nipples a pinch. "Ah! Yeah, I like being yours. Are you--" He turned his head to look at Ukitake. "Are you going to take me now?"
Ukitake couldn't resist the longing look on Shuuhei's face, the slightly parted lips, and kissed him again. "No," he whispered. "Not while you're tied up. Another time, if you still want it." He reached for Shuuhei's cock again, this time giving it a slow stroke.
"I'll want it," Shuuhei assured him and moaned again, shivering. "Just like this." He tried to close his legs and when the ropes kept his knees spread widely, he groaned, relaxing again.
"You make it hard to resist you," Ukitake said, "but I want the ropes to be the focus of this experience. We'll get to the sex soon enough." He smiled, knowing how delicious it was going to be for them both when they finally reached that point. Kissing Shuuhei again, Ukitake tugged lightly at the ropes. "Do you want me to untie you?" he whispered and sucked on Shuuhei's lower lip.
"No... Please, not yet." Shuuhei lifted his head from the pillow, pressing his lips to Ukitake's again.
The kisses grew more heated, though, and Shuuhei's moans more desperate. His hard cock was throbbing against Ukitake's palm, and finally, Ukitake decided that it was enough. He had no desire to torture his new lover. It wouldn't give him a nice experience of the ropes, and Ukitake would very much like to do this again.
"Hisagi-kun," he whispered, pulling back a little. "I'll untie you now."
Shuuhei looked up at him, eyes dark from arousal. "Please..."
"Relax. I'll make you feel good," Ukitake replied softly and carefully began unravelling the coils of rope holding Shuuhei's wrists and arms together.
"M'already feeling good," Shuuhei mumbled, but relaxed against the mattress.
With small, massaging movements Ukitake helped Shuuhei straighten out his arms. Then he slowly untied Shuuhei's legs, pausing for a few kisses and caresses, and then pushed him onto his back. Ukitake slid his hands up over Shuuhei's thighs, leaning down to nuzzle the rigid shaft of his lover's cock. Encouraged by Shuuhei's moan, Ukitake gave it a slow lick, base to tip, while looking up into Shuuhei's eyes. Then he smiled. "Lie back and let me take care of you."
"But... you..."
"You first, Hisagi-kun." Ukitake took the tip of Shuuhei's cock between his lips and teased it with his tongue. A moment later, when he began sucking Shuuhei's cock in earnest, Shuuhei arched up from the bed, gasping loudly.
"U-Ukitake-san!" Shuuhei moaned and his hands were scrambling for a something to hold on to, bunching the sheets tightly. It didn't take long before he tensed under Ukitake's hands, thighs quivering, and came in his mouth.
When Shuuhei relaxed again, he gave Ukitake an embarrassed smile. "Sorry."
Ukitake laughed softly. "No need to apologise. If I didn't want you to come, I wouldn't have done that, would I?" He stretched out next to Shuuhei and pulled him into his arms.
Shuuhei kissed him, not bothered by the taste of himself on his lover's tongue. "Let me touch you?" He reached down and pulled the fabric of Ukitake's fundoshi aside to free his cock. With deft fingers, he stroked and teased Ukitake until he was moaning almost as loudly as Shuuhei had been.
"I like being yours," Shuuhei whispered in Ukitake's ear, as he coaxed his lover into coming. "I like you."