Wow, I'm getting really lax at updating LJ. I guess there isn't as much need anymore; sharing everything with the world can be problematic. But life is going along as it always does. Work, eat, sleep--try and do random things that don't include any of that. I'm frustrated at my lack of progress, but also intensely grateful that I have a job. It's ( Read more... )

I suppose having an update to how life is going right now isn't so much a bad thing. People who know me well know where I stand and stuff, but sometimes having a bit more is a bit of a good thing ( Read more... )

Who is that girl I see, staring straight, back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Somehow I cannot hide, who I am, though I've tried
When will my reflection show who I am inside?Self-image is a funny thing; how you perceive yourself and what others perceive of you. It's almost hard when you try very hard to alter your image to fit ( Read more... )

So didn't get much sleep last night, but 1. I couldn't sleep and 2. had a long msn conversation with a friend.

( life as I found out... )

I'm kind of surprised I haven't posted this on my journal yet ( Read more... )

On dA, there's this thing called "Shout it Out" -- a way of combining words and images together for feelings. Or something like that. :P My friend had done it ages ago, I was bored and needed to kick out the stuff that I bottle up and then just some stuff that' just me.

( here be a pic )

( possibly tmi )

Well, 2010 is almost over and it's been one hell of a year ( Read more... )

A general thank you to all that listened to me vent, supported me when I needed it the most and also the very-needed smack, both figurative and literal. It's been a really hard few months, but it's been worth it. I've learned more about myself and others and how it works out in the long run ( Read more... )

( blah blah useless whining and venting )