Three months of constantly being broke....3 funerals.....I am just numb little toast.  I asked God if She could PLEASE keep the people in my life alive for the next 3 years?  I know that's asking a lot, but burying three healthy people who dropped dead out of nowhere kinda took it out of me ( Read more... )

Really, I think so.  Its been weird, and odd, and horrid and I hope none of it hits me....

Good friend tells me she's going down the road of the big D with the husband.....another's boyfriend is in Hospital.....all that drama needs to stay far far far away from me.  I already told Husband to be nice today, because God must be feeling vengeful.....

I am so unbelievably tired of being broke all the time.  I get paid, and boom.  The money goes right back out to all the freaks I owe money to.  I'm ready to win the lottery, and not be in a state of panic all the time about "OH MY GOD HOW AM I GOING TO PAY THESE BILLS????"  That is all I want.  Don't need a new car, fancy house, or any of that ( Read more... )

Its the 8th of December....haven't really done any Christmas shopping, need to get my cards going....feel like ass for some reason....I really hate dealing with this season, and dealing with family issues this time of the year is especially a pain in my ass ( Read more... )

I guess things have settled down a bit...got the utilties at bay with some payments, so hopefully we can put off that stress until next month.  Right now, we are moving our office at work so that stress has taken over.  Finished packing non-essential items today and labeled all furniture for the move, so I'm pretty much ready to go.  Next Monday, ( Read more... )

Our lease ran out on September 1st.  Management company that takes care of properties for my landlady is coming today to "inspect the property."  This means probably that my rent will be raised, or they will want us to sign another lease.  Either that or they're trying to find a reason to evict us and get some tenants in who are on lease.  So ( Read more... )

I'm feeling beat today. Perhaps its that its a rainy day, I don't know. But I'm just so tired of my paychecks not being enough for everyone - for my bills, my car, my school loans. The federal one especially. The terms they set forth for me to pay it back are completely unholy. Many hundreds of dollars more than I bring home in a month. I don ( Read more... )

Paid fine, car got de-booted. Now I'm broke. Yippee!

Does anyone have someone who needs their asses kicked? Because I could do that for them ( Read more... )

Things are FINALLY slowing down back to normal at work. I can BREATHE again! Yay for that ( Read more... )