hmmm
So this week I have decided to stay home and not go to Marin... I am happy I did that. Things seemed to be going really well. I don't knwo but now they feel like they are falling a part again and its not what I need. I kinda feel like locking my self in my room so I dont have to deal with anything and I dont have to deal with the dissapointment of my realtionships. There are some people I really need to talk to but I dont know how to. But I guess i am just going to have to buckledown and do it. As scared as I am but what is the worst that could happen... I hear the TRUTH about what they think. Its hard to be a person if you think about it, we have so many needs and feelings and different things we have to deal with and somtimes dont understand. I cant believe another year has passed it went by so quickly I just dont know what to think anymore, who to talk to, who to trust, what to do, or who to be. ah hmm i just have a lot of thinking to do.....