ever feel

Jan 18, 2005 00:13

This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

How perfect is it... ever feel like things were going good with someone and then it stoped and you dont know why but your too afraid to ask them becasue it had been so long. But you missed them, you missed them a lot.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

then you feel like its not going to be the same, but you want it to be. He was one of the people you could talk to and he could talk to you but......well it almost like

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

and your best friend is in pain, and you dont know how to make her feel better, while your life it ripping at the seams but also being sowen back together by certain people and the litte things they do even if its just saying "love yah" during an AIM conversation or a hug from one of your friends when the night is over or maybe [someone telling you that you make them happy just the simple little things that people do make me the happeist, lift my sprits... But latley i feel like anything could make me cry and it has. But no one is there it seems, the ones you want to talk to are dealing with there own thing at the moment and i push it down for them, try adn be strong for them so they have someone to be there, and then thr other one just isnt there hes the one you havent talked to in so long. I have realized how much hate i have for myself and it is embarassing.
what ever
PHIL I AM GLAD YOUR BACK!
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