Pride and Loathing
"If only you were at your best/ instead of fighting yourself as well/ If only you were at your best/ instead of fighting yourself/ Don't let your mind change you this time/ Don't let the tide turn you tonight" -Sarah Blasko "At Your Best"
All this time I've been trying to do this by myself. Depression, anger, anxiety... I try and deal with it by myself. I've convinced myself that it's too much to ask to burden my friends and family with my problems. At my best, I can do it. I am an independent lady; I like to think I can take care of myself. But it's when I'm at my worst that I need to rely on others to help me back up. Somewhere a ways back I convinced myself that I shouldn't do that. I 'should' be able to pick myself back up. (Should? According to who?)
Of course I have to be the number one person looking for a new job for me. But along with that, I need to accept the love that I have coming my way. The people who think I'm worth a damn are there to help me.
All this time I've been trying to do this by myself. Depression, anger, anxiety... I try and deal with it by myself. I've convinced myself that it's too much to ask to burden my friends and family with my problems. At my best, I can do it. I am an independent lady; I like to think I can take care of myself. But it's when I'm at my worst that I need to rely on others to help me back up. Somewhere a ways back I convinced myself that I shouldn't do that. I 'should' be able to pick myself back up. (Should? According to who?)
Of course I have to be the number one person looking for a new job for me. But along with that, I need to accept the love that I have coming my way. The people who think I'm worth a damn are there to help me.