Mar 01, 2008 03:37
...I'm just being honest
10 random ass facts.
1- I am terrified of crustaceans
2- I HATE R&B...the synthetic rythmics just get to me.
3- I think that I am fat. When I look in the mirror I just see flubber on top of what I was before I let myself go. It'd be so easy to lose the weight, if only I had the will power.
4- I am bipolar. Finding this out answered a whole hell of a lot of questions in my life.
5- I have a constant fear of losing the people whom I love the most. Sometimes I worry myself so extremely sick about them that I cause myself to go into a manic episode where I can not breathe, think a single rational thought and cry hysterically, convincing myself that I am going to lose them and in return be lost without them. It usually results in making myself physically ill.
6- I am a brunette. The world will never see me as one.
7- I hate alcohol. The taste, the smell, the atmosphere. I haven't drank since Christmas Eve. That is the longest period I have gone without drinking in 2 years. It makes me nauseous just thinking about it. I consumed enough alcohol in the past 2 years to last me a lifetime.
8- I believe Marijuana should be legal with restrictions similar to that of cigarettes & alcohol. Yes, it is a drug, but so is alcohol. Think about this. Just look at the effects and compare, it is that simple.
9- I love conspiracy theories. I'll believe anything until proven untrue.
10- My Great, great, great, great, great Grandfather signed the declaration of Independence. His name was Charles Carroll of Carrollton. Carrollton being his manor home in the colony Maryland. I drunk dialed the phone number to Carrollton Manor one night at 3:48 A.M. while partying up at Alex's camp in Tully this past summer. I got the machine.