ohhh my head...i can't even interpret my own thoughts anymore
my head is as stuffy as my nose
1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10
i've never been happier in my life than i am right now, but at the same time so weak mentally.
i am almost certain that i can feel the manic emotions scraping through my veins; it disgusts me that someone who is so in love and finally experiencing complete bliss can feel something so dark and awful.
I am truly most seriously beginning to think that I am bipolar.
I have lost complete control over how I feel.
breathe deeply in
let it all out
..............vom.