You won't be laughing when your covered wagons's crashing
Life's not a bitch, life is a beautiful woman
you only call her a bitch
'cause she won't let you get that pussy
Today's the last day of summer. No more getting fucked up into oblivion oh wait... I'm gonna celebrate by getting shitfaced in celebration. Not because I'm nervous about school but because it's a day of the week. In fact, there's not going to be an end to the party because stress from school is a perfect reason to roll a big fat ass blunt and drink til my liver rots. The irony is that I spent all summer fucking up. I didn't make a single good choice because I'm terribly impatient. But fuck it though.Yesterday I went to the mall with my grandma mom and sister and instead of getting to chill with Chelsey like she was supposed to I found out the bitch was avoiding me even though I didn't even show up until 4 hours after she left the lien at Pac Sun was looping around the entire god damned store. I found out that one of the many Katie's in my life now works there and I made the mistake of blurting out "holy fuck I made out with that girl" which couldn't have helped anything. While my gma was waiting online I went to FYE to mess with Gina and check out the new Ashlee Simpson cd and it's tight as fuck except I already heard most of the songs on the show because I watch it all the time with the hopes that I'll get to imprengate one of the simpson girls. Too many people have the last name simpson *flashback to a cold morning in October* My new motto is "fuck it then hit the smoke shop and blow my budget". No truer words have been smoken/spoken by my personal lord and Savier Method Man himself. I'm on a whole new level of not stressing shit out in the worse way the way I did before. If I love something let it go and if it comes back to me it's mine but if not...you never know. So there's no stress as far as ladies go. I'm free again...can I have some big titties in my face please? Thank you kindly. So tomorrow's the big day and I'm not sure if I should just go to school sober and see what happens or to mentally prepare myself for the bullshit I have to face. But I can do that on my own so I'm leaning towards abstinence until 3 in the afternoon from now on. Every time I spend a few days stoned I listen to a lot of hip hop and it reminds me of when I was a kid and my brother would make me learn the lyrics to House of Pain songs but Everlast is gay so to hell with that bullshit. I think I've had to many cigarettes in the past hour because I suddenly feel the urge to bitch about everything that's botthering me but I'll save that bullshit for when I'm schnockered.
Shannon, I'm sorry he left you but it wasn't worth it because you were always stressed. I'm dying on the inside but I know that whatever happens I'll be fine so long as I don't keep doing the same dumb shit. And on that note I'm off to get pissy drunk off hennesy and indica herb.